if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

THE JOURNEY

as i took the train n passes by many streets
very often i wonder
many thing spin in my mind

the sun is beautiful
shining in my face
hitting on it warmly

the road is working properly
the car is driving smoothly
the people on the street is talking happily
i'm smiling brightly

hoping tt everyday things goes on naturally
not acting or cheat..

juz purely realistically~

APOLOGIES FOR THE PREVIOUS POST

hey..i always mixed up bro n mom's birthday yea..sorry sorry..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LIL`BRO..TUNRING 12 THIS YR..

version 1..
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to my bro
happy birthday to u...

version 2
happy birthday to u
u're born in the zoo
wif the Monkey n Donkey
n u LOOK like ONE too!!!

heex...that goes to my lil`bro turning 12 this 24 oct..advance celebration..lol

we gave him a moutain bic..n bought him a cake..haha..
he love it..

had quite a nice time..

p.s: hope he'll study well for his coming exams ar..dun disappoint us n mama n papa n sis ar..heex..*crossing fingers*

let the pic do the fun time talk:

SAT MARATHON WOF DOC.WILLIAM TAN..

wow..cant imaging tt i haf got the honour to run beside him n seeing him wheel in such a close dist! haha..we had this marathon held at simei ite from 1pm to 5.30..but he started running since friday 9pm..he had to whell for 48 hours! OMG..haha his hand sure damn jelly n tired

yea..haha..anyway i run 9 rounds*faints* haha but still alright la.. 1 round run wif my classmate..(amos, taufiq, jia wen, zhe song n me) lol..not really a tiring one..coz we jog..haha..be fore that when it's about our turn to run, doc. tan went in for a rest..den we ask ms leong can skip pur turn coz w/o him wheeling den we run is like no point..den she let those walking group go first..waited for 15 plus mins, there he's back at the track..haha..den here is our turn to start running..lol..

when i came back, another group went, next is my class another group..they ask me to join them..n so i did..haha a nice jog..coz is really slow..some were walking only 5 of us run the most(shuyu, ci hui, yi wen, siew guat n me)..after tt went makan wif my friend..when doc.tan run past me i shouted "go doc.william tan!" he turn n say "hello" to me...haha..*cheek turning red* joking la..heex..

after makan..reat for a while..we went to run again..this time for the bball group..yip*..but we needa run for 5 rounds! gosh! haha but we did manage to do it..wif ms leong running wif us at the 1st n 5th round..haha.. from the fifth round..somewhere mear our destination, me slow down to a walk..haha den continue again wif ms leaong encouragement..lol..

during the run..half way thru we saw michelle from ch 8 n 4 other superstar guy..i only noe one of them..n tt's jun yang!!!gosh..michelle was pretty i muz say..tall n slim..the guys..hmmm jun yang look more handsome on tv..but all 4 is very friendly..wave at us..instend of lifting their heads high..hehe..they also run 2 round wif Doc.Tan speed.














there they are..running wif Doc.Tan at the second round..guess they sing..coz holding mic..

MY 2ND HOLS...

stay home the whole day..hmm slacking..go out buy things wif my mama..

tot of going fishing but my mama dun allow*yell* i wanna go!!

so angry tt i kick the chair n close the door shut!!

after tt feel so bad..shouldnt do this..haiz..should stay home n company me mama..she only friday off..should stay n talk to her..but nv talk too...*sign..*

MAID OF THE DAY!

*yip yip~today is the start of the hols!!! n i'm the maid of the day..snort*

wake up at 9.30~
had my breakfast n gonna help mammy hang clothes..den since i'm in a good mood..i help to folder all the clothes..next help to wash blanket, follow by scrubing the floor!!!arrghhh*haha..but after all the hard work..hmm feels good coz the toilet is damn clean now..lol..den i change all the bedsheet..hehe..now smell nice..lol...*covering mouth..hee hee..

monday exams...BZF

hmmm wad should i say..i can do the qns..yes..able to write the ans down..yup..n finally it's over le..hehe so happy.. but..acc exam is coming.. on wed..kinda scare..coz i always so blur..n made careless mistake..snort*..i scare i mix it all up..grrrrrrhhhh..haha

*finger cross*
wish me luck!-

BACK FROM BATAM,AH GONG BIRTHDAY

weewow i'm back!!haha..here goes my journey...

day 1....
wake up at 7a.m..get ready...eat breakfast n out by 8.30..
blah blah blah(travelling n buying of tickets)

reach batam at 11.55(board 10.55 ferry)

travel to temple for lunch at 1.30p.m..
(the food isnt wad i tot in mind..lol..when i take the food..i forget i'm at temple..haha..took a load of them..but ok la..not really alot-thx to my appetite)

check-in to 1 star hotel at 3.30
(the room haf all the basic needs for the night..a bed, bathroom,tv, table, thin cabinet n 2 metal chair..thx god i spent 1 night there only..haha)
straight away after check-in, we went down for a drink n proceed to my ah gong house le..
stay there till 7.

7pm onwards, we travel to the seafood place "933" there is one room where it's conditioner..something like guest room..my aunts book the place n it belong to us...yip yip..while waiting, all the children got a coconut drink each..the flesh is sweet n soft,but the juice isnt taste tt good..my dad start the song rolling..while waiting for all my aunts to arrive, my dad sing, cousin sing-wow..nice voice..hehe..my cousin sang 4 songs..haha..nice one dude..got a good vocal..basically he like david tao, so he does sound abit R&B thou..haha..my daddy got a good voice..hehe..finally..my aunts n family arrived..my ah gong turn to sing..hehe..the first song he sang was kinda soft..cant really hear..
finally the time has arrive for cutting of cakes n dinner to be serve-i'm starving!!-heex..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG!
we sang many many time..-phew- finally over..hehe..there, he made lots of wishes till someone say "wah, ah gong got so many wishes" haha.. den he cut the cakes n my aunt help to cut into smaller pieces n distrubite to everybody. yummy..n here come the yummy dishes..slurp slurp..a had a drink of beer..lol..
all my aunt went on stage to sing, my sis too, my cousin too, my ah ma too, my lil cousin too, except me..hehe *shy*..we had a great night..
we party till 12.20..n time to say night n byes..

reach hotel at 12.35..
bathe wash up etc..night at 1 am..that's early*

day 2...
wakie at 8.10..argh tt's early..
bathe n went down for breakfast..hmm their yu pian mi fen not bad..hehe..
after eating, we went to ah gong house to fetch my cousin..from there, we went around, shopping, to my aunts shop, to my ah gong shop..n finally the port..about 3+..

reach sinapore around 5+..went to had our early dinner..reach home around 7..

gosh..tomolo is my BZF exam but luckily i did study before i left town..hehe..so i still manage to recall'em..

hmm..today not much ppl attend the lesson..self declare holiday..haha..abt 23/35 ppl come..
took some pics wif my "mom"..














my dad was in great anger now..lol..all thx to my bro..*snort*argH..my daddy was trying to let him taste a new tibits he bought from chinatown..but my bro dun wanna eat..but my dad wan him to try..so my bro open his mouth a little..n my dad put the food in..didnt noe it would hurt his mouth..den my bro shout" very pain lei" my dad stood behind..in slience..but my bro was getting too much le..he scream at my dad.. "who ask u to stuff in my mouth??IS VERY PAIN LOR!!!!"..n my bro continue screaming the same sentence..i was annoy..n so does my dad..den i ask "he wan u to try who ask u to open ur mouth till so small" den he scream again "i dun wanna eat n he stuff it in!!".."n he made a nuisense out of it..*stup* den i said enough is enough hor..dun scream le k..BH..my dad cant stand it le..he also say enough le hor..doea it hurt to a point where it tear opne? is there any blood? if u dun wanna eat den juz say it once n i already noe..why is there a need to scram at me..!!!..he snatch the piece of tibits n throw it away n snatch another tibits off my bro hand n throw it too..n said "next time dun eat anything or tibits bought from me..juz eat ur 2 meals at home!!"

wow..i wad damn angry wif my bro..juz a small thing n he make it big n burning..*stup*

BBALL BAND

gosh!!! i lost it again...so *scuk...puii puii* i lost it one on tuesday..today went to buy 1 again..less den 30 mins i lost it again!!!!!!ARGH*bursting..# WtH wif the band..? m i fated not to haf the band????????? BHbloody hell..

today..those miss n mr collage central came to our sch to pull supporter n sell their tickets..haha when they reach..wayne come find me first den all my friend came forward n ask me to buy for'em.. but sad to say i'll not free this sat..haha.. going over sea..not far but to batam only..haha..my ah gong 71st birthday..wow..haha longetive ah gong..!!yeah*

BREAKFAST WIF BRO.VON

haha he's like a real bro to me..lol..*so ..hmm..nice...haha..meet him 9a.m at khatib..(wanted to me meet at 8.30 de)..me late again..sorry..he treat me breakfast..lol..feel like his sis...*if only i haf such a nice bro..haha..dreaming only..he's trying to fatten me..snort*..thx for the breakfast..

after sch..company her go haf his..so-call "tea-break"..having long john..haha..she's such a big eater..opps*dun beat me..haha..

SNORT***

now i'm missing all the shooting days!!! help!!!..argh..cant believe i'll miss it tt much...shiying, mic n eilane..n our cutie..tricia..haha..helps in cracking jokes yea?!!haha..always there to company us always..haha n always late huh...lol..(kidding)

miss u gals.love.muack

DINNER WIF VON AT PEPPER LUNCH

sorry von sorry..haha she waited for me for 2 hrs!!haha break her record as well as mine..lol..think she is the first person who waited for me so long at the shopping mall..haha..is von treat*wow*

after tt she bring me to pepperlunch..wad can i say abt the food there but 2 thumb up..haha..it come in a hot plate..wif raw beanspout, cooked beef n semi cook egg n a bowl of rice *i give von 1/2 of my rice serving..den we haf to cook it abit by ourself..miz the seasoning for the beanspout n the beef..haha was really fun..lol.. it was quite a big plate..lol.. saw her friend there too..she works there..after eating von saw the soft ice cream n wanted to try so she bought 2..lol..wad to say again..is nice n sweet..yummy..but it was very funll after tt.by the time we eat finish, is already 10++..lol..tt's late..but saturday night is still young..haha..walk at orchard to somerset..lol..n back home..

poor von is sick for long..cough n flu huh? not sure..muz take care dude..

SENTOSA OUTING 8OCT2005!!

gosh..i've waited so long for this outing n here comes the people
:me*sam*kaiying*xiangting*dawn*guiching*jolean*xueling*jac*dalphne*wansze*adeline*donna*jiahui*
last but not least*ms leong*(but she is not in the group pics coz she left the place early)
we expect more people to come..haha..but there'll always be next time..

early morining start to rain..*snort*it was a heavy rain..but luckily it was int eh morning..so we can haf the whole afternoon not raining..haha..miss leaon still went running wif her companion in the rain..*shiok*..haha..once the rain stop..we move on to sunset bay..

we wanted tt day to come so fast tt we forget to bring volleyball..end up renting it..coz 20 buck..haha..including kayaking,pool, n volleyball court..n start playing..*play play play*
den here come jac!!haha she brought along fishing net n container, poker,mat..we(xiangting,dawn,kaiying n me) went to a small island at siloso beach n try to catch some small fish..it was tough thou..n happen to see thos east friend..so phoenix n hui qin company us go look at the finsh..haha..after a while we went back..coz no fish..den hui qin n nix wanted to drag me down the water..*yell*..but they only manage to get my shorts wet for the first try..they nv give up!!they try the second time..n it got me wet*argh*haha it's ok..anyway i'm prepare to get wet yea.. one by one all being drag down..haha jia hui n donna..lol

XT,dawn, kaiying and jo went kaiyaking..nix n qin went to disturb them..haha.plan to over turn their boat..afetr to left us..they drag me down again..haha this time they wanted me to take off my clothes!! dun worry i'm wearing bikini..haha but their friend was sitting there so they pretend to chase after her to get rid of her..lol..after they kayak back..nix n qin went disturb them again..lol..this time they really over turn their boat..all went in the water..haha was fun!
while they play, i was playing wif sand next to jac..lol..

after tt..we continue to play v.b..it was nice n fun..gosh..i start to know the proper way to hit the v.b le..*damn happy*yippy*

it's a crazy idea to drink voka in the noon..i think is..haha they went to buy hmm..6 bottles n drink..*stunt* haha..guiching drink till face red..*wth..


the sky is getting darker n darker..we went to bathe n come out, it's already dark..they plan to eat steamboat at M.S..but end up only 4 ppl going..so they cancel it..

*sob sob*..the night come so fast..i miss it..is like not enough fun..i wan more time!!!hehe..

hmMm..early morining..walking to take my train i saw ah ma wearing black sun glass in pajamas..haha cool huh..*opps* mayb coz of the morning sun is too bright..or she had an operation on her eyes (tt's wad my ah gong wear to go out when her had operation)

in sch..my acc teacher say "wao good candy..keep it up..give me more paper to mark..i was blur..huh..haha coz i hardly hand in hw..lol..n this few days i keep doing..exams coming lor..no choice..haha..(realsie tt i enjoy doing..lol)



haiz..my friend got problem n i'm not there for her..feel guilty..i'm sorry..i dunno how to handle relationship problem..


mommy bought supper for us..yippy..is my fav.noodle..yi mian..daddy bought root beer..yummy..slurp slurp..

*sometimes i look at "special" people, i felt tt i didnt cherish the way i'm..i pity them..i wanna help them..but how..feel helpless..
i wanna go to old folks home n help out..but i dun dare to commit..i'll give my heart out..

hmMm..didnt know tt SS teacher is so very kpo..dotz..

Wednesday: raining in the morning..

it was raining in the morning..as i dun wan to wet my black shoe n steam my feet while in the class..i wore slipper to sch n brought along my black shoes to change..while walking pass the bishan mac, there's this particular teacher A use a newspaper n tap on my shoulder..so i turn..

A: "are u student from ITE bishan"?
me:"yes"
A:(looking down) why are u wearing slippers?
me:"coz there's holes underneath my shoe. i dun wan to wet my shoe coz i'll be having lesson den i dun wanna sock my feet in a wet shoe"
A: "SO?"
me: "so i bring the shoe to sch n change it!"
A:(giving me a sacarstic look) i dun accept this. since u said ur shoe got hole, u should buy a new pair.do u plan to buy a new one?
me:"yea"
A:u better do..i dun wan to see this next time"
Me:( looking at her) ok
walking away...

while walking..i was think..gosh why is she so KPO..hello who is she huh..juz a tiny A staff...WTH...if i'm wearing slipper in sch n walking abt, i dun mind letting her say me..but this is still a long distance b4 reaching sch man..abt 10 mins...

wad she think huh..everybody so rich like her huh...i dun think there is a need to buy a new pair of shoe JUZ for RAINING day right? s'pore doesnt rain everyday yea?!!..i guess seh got many pair of shoes..different day wear different shoes..diff season also got diff shoes!!..

sickening`-

yesterday had a fun time at sentosa..we (xiang ting, kai ying, jolene n me) played a bit of v.b..haha jo was cute..haha all the rock is her wives..even the babe on the sand sun tanning, she'll also protect..haha..(kidding)..i dun noe how to play v.b..sad sad..gonna teach me guys..haha

stupid me..i bought camera but didnt take much pics..haha nvm..we still got a sentosa outing next week..wOo..cant wait for tt day to come..haha

*seems like i cant post my pics in blog..sad..but u can view it at my friendster

first post:

"Dancing In The Moonlight"

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get
everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

[repeat and fade]


ever since after helping out in the MTV for this song, i start to fall for it le..
it's nice..*clapping*