if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

.first day of chinese new year.


finally..it has arrive..we woke up late..hehe..me wake up at 10+..but my sis wake up the last..11+..haha..actually i still lazing in my warm bed..thx to my daddy..keep pestering me to wake up..den i direct him to my sis..hehe..

quickily got up..bathe and get dress for the brand new year.. *wink*

first station..went to temple..my sis was complaining "we wear till so nice den go temple..very weird lei..can we not go".. seeing a black cloud abt to form on my mama head..we better go..but she still grumble..aha..wifmy sis n me slow action..we went out at 12..hehe..


after temple..we head to granny house..all out aunt already reach there..we're the latest..haha..when we reach there..they call my sis pan jia li..n they call me steff..
"ah..pan jia li coming..wow..steff coming"

haha i was smiling away of coz..lol..they say this short hair suits me..they notices my eyes..my third aunt got shock when she accidentally scan me when she was talking to the rest..she was like
"aiyo..didnt notice..suddenly scan thru den saw ur eyes..give me a shock!"

haha..then my uncle ask his wife to make one colour lens too..but coz her wife work in eyes specialist she tell me colour lens not good for eyes..ahaha..who cares..but i heed her advise..my ah ma nv say anything..hehe..

ah gong fall 4 das before new year..so he's weak..needa rest n slp more..so didnt see him much..
saw my big uncle cam..i wan!! it capture pic very fast n is v clear lor..finepix yup..
after tt..at around 5 went to my cousin house..the first thing we do when reach is lao yu sheng..ahas..

stay on to haf dinner..leave at 8..went to northpoint to check out is there anymore seat left for i not stupid 2..end up nope..den head home..


for more pic, click on the snapshot!!

.My CRAVING.


argh* drools* i wan a new camera!!!...think it's worth saving money n buy a cam tt i like.. i love to take pics..n loads of them..it's worth it..waiting for my daddy to get one for me..hehe

ok i'm persuaing myself to save money..*faints.

i dun like my current cam..
-it's big (width)
-it's slow(gonna wait for 2 sec to take another new pic)
-the sreen is small
-it's heavy(compare to others)

all in all...i'm complaining so much n yet i'm using it most of the time..*gee..


hmm juz found out ppl are reading my blog..shall blog more interesting things in here.. *hello..wakie wakie** ahas..


recently...
back in contact with one of my bball senior..den juz found out tt we've got similar character!!!ahas...last time see her in sch..she was like so 'dao' lor..

*haha she say: "ok lor..i dun take dao..i take gun"

haha..den she explain to me..is not dao..she shy..lol *faints. haha..okok shant tease her anymore..anyway..she's a 3 point shooter...nice player..last time try asking her how to shoot..lol..overall she's cool in the image..got her own style n character lor..





cant live without you.

this is cute!!!







.reunion dinner.


wow...this year is a different feeling.. 18 years of having steamboat as dinner..once a year.. but this year my dad is tired..he wan a rest..so we order pizza..lol..tt was fast..juz sit back while waiting for the pizza man to deliver..
enjoying his drink.cheers.!

hmmm..the pizza is so yummlicious!





red.wine.taste hot down my throat.but nice.





happy new year everyone!

.final.


went down to watch their final today..they lost n get 4th place..but they did haf a nice game..
59-56..it's juz 3 point aways..wasted..but after the match..they were tired..

took some stupid cum crazy pic wif my *darling n driver zi* it's funny n crazy!







last pic...act blur..."u r really blur!!!lol"

.comb.the.town.


today is thursday..which means there is only 2 more days to new year n 1 more day to reunion dinner *excited*

BUT.....

i only got one set of new clothes!!!! *snorting*.. went town to shop for clothes..
pacific plaza>>fareast>>hereen>>

in the end..i found nothing!!! *argh* but i dun wanna haf juz one set of new clothes! so pathetic can!!! went to almost every shop..

either the design is not nice or the price is VERY nice..haha how to buy..dot..

somemore the fashion is kinda stuck i guess..everybody is like wearing the same pattern n design clothes..even when New Year is coming..the lastest design of clothes is the same thou..how to buy???!!!


i'm looking for something unique..reasonable price..with messy n creative design at the side of the shirt..mayb a paint splat design



some of my preference design gees..


when into one of the Everlast some..took a look at their dressing room... *gosh* like it!! it has got the shower head above the mirror..haha..creative..(i shant tell where is the Everlast located) haha..


and i've secretly took a pic of my *darling pic..hehe..she tot is already deleted away..haha..i got my way..lol..


my *darling*



me n ying at the changing room!



the creative shower head!














it.is.getting.closer.11.30

.SLAPS.


ok..fine..great..excellent..now tt my CA has finally over..and i think i'm going to FLUNK my whole paper*snort* wad the hell am i learning for the one whole night..*sickening..* when i start to flip my book..my eyes feel heavy..*poutiboot*..went to slp at 11.45pm..tt's it man..


*cries* i flunk my paper..i disappointed wif myself..can i juz score well for ONCE?? *sigh*...really gotta tighten my belt le..haiz haiz..


--i'll do well in my next SA..i promise!!!--


juz to relax abit..i'll post some cute pics of animals..do enjoy!

ain' they lovely!!!














*slient is meditating

HELP.

tomolo is my banking n finance CA..and i haven start memorising..argh*...gotto go now..get cracking..i'm not going to flank my test anymore..i muz study hard...


dun laugh at this k..i'm serious...god knows..ahahaha...i'm going to splurge deep into studying le..no more joke..wanna get to poly n get a life...it's going to start here..





get cracking...

A.NEW.HAIR.COLOUR.


bought a D.I.Y hair colour today..RED!!!..ahahs..dun yucks k..it doesnt look disgusting thou..it look..great! a new hair colour for a new year..red start!!haha..and i actually for get tt i still haf to act!!! *argh..where got ahma in red hair de..!! die die..

isnt it nice on me??*giggls*..i like it.. a conbination wif my purple lens.*ends wif a muack*

GREAT.DAY


hmmm..after sat..i'm feeling damn great coz everything is back to normal for me..yup..*giggls*
went bugis wif SC..bought the same watch..lime green.. finally..got myself a niec watch i like..gees*n actually i wan orange *yell* but only left one n got no light..*sigh..so they only got 2 new green watch..so i take it..actual price for a piece$10..he set the price at $18..i bargain it for $16..ok deal..so i got my lovely watch..hehe.. when to one of the street..saw a fake adidas clothes which my friend say is not bad..so decided to get it..but not me..*shakes.*


suddenly realise tt i can actually bargain for price..hehe..and the feeling is great!!!


today during bus com lesson..my teacher actually talk about how can we bargain for stuff..haha coincident..lol..








shake.s off``

i'm trying to change myself to better person..can anyone see that?? i'm trying to kick all my bad habit..or dun tell me so far i haf change nothing?? *cries*


wad type of person am i???
(pls tag)


am i a very irritating person? am i not understanding person? am i hot tempered? am i useless? am i KPO? i know i'm not loveable by everyone..but there is not need to keep shotting in my face right? i'm not born to let u shoot!

i dunno wad i wan..but all i wan is someone who really really throat ur attention at me, love me, care for me always, remembered me no matter how busy u are, spend alot of time wif me, do things wif me, love the way i m...

coz during my growing up days, i somehow feel tt i'm not born to be love by ppl...not like the way ppl love my sis..i was so left out..i haf to wait for a long long time before i got the things i crave for..but sometimes my mom would buy for me when i say i wan it.. *thankful n grateful* on my birthday my dad would buy me toys(bear) for me..but not every year.. *love him*

i assume tt everyone need to be loved..but somehow..others get loved by loads of peeps..while some would be left alone..we're born in the same world but got a different life...we should not be so unfair..is it so diff to show concern to peeps???





i'm still waiting...

i.dunno.why


is showing care wrong?? if u ask for info..is it kpo to know so much? wad's wrong? *ponder* i've waited for u to call n finally hear ur voice..but all i get is scolding n anger from u..wad haf i ask wrong? i juz wanna know more..tt's all..but all i get is KPO. haiz..i dunno wad to do den..


i hate this conversation..so sux..juz spoil everything..

NEW.HOME.


FINALLY!!! i got a bigger house for my guinea!! yip** think they were suffering in the small cage..i bought them around nov 2005..they were smaller then..but now..due to my care, love, n feeding..haha..they grew!!! bigger..!! so gotta get a new cage lor.. n is really so big..they seem so small..haha cute!!!


anyway..is my daddy bought it for my *babies* ..thx daddy..muack..

this few days my bro keep smsing a girl in his sch..gosh..he's growing too..haha.. this girl call adeline..haha..**i'm laming here**


nowadays very sleepy in class..especially bus com lesson..die die..wad happen if there's exam coming up n i know nothing...??? argh...gotta help!!!


oh ya..and i .adores. this pic..isnt it cute? *argh..round face n big dolly eyes*

and ya noe wad..today we attend at parent session talk..as many parents cant make it..we attend it ourselves lor..haha..n we need to rolpe play..: daddy, mommy, 10 yr old sis and a bro..mommy is vicky, daddy is jia wen, 10 yr old sis is me and bro is zhisong..haha..cute..

i grab from *daddy* haha..

























.alone.without.you.

.SHAG.


after half day of orientation..
after talking/screaming NON-STOP for 3 to 4 hours
i surrender!!!


the next day i noe..i got shaky voice!!*argh..wad happen??!!! *help!
i was quiet shock actually coz i didnt know that i could actually lost my voice juz like tt..! *poutiboo*


ahem* now slighly better..at least i can start talking again..yippy..except tt my voice is sore..and company by a cough..
*cough cough*

argh..starting every mins..hurt my throaty..feels like i strain my throat muscle..*cough cough* there is goes again..

gonna get well soon..new year coming..i dun wanna miss all the yummy crunchy food n crackers!! all the soft drink!! yumm yumm..

.YELL.


how? wad am i going to do..? chinese new year is 2 weeks aways n i haven even got my new clothes!!! i dun wanna but it last min..i wanna buy i withing this week!!! i bet i'll dig time for my precious outfit...i sis bought a pinky dress..plain..argh..haven got an idea on wad to wear..


nowadays it doesnt make any different to the clothe u wear during special occassion..coz if there isnt occassion..people still wear till very nice n in fashion..so when special occassion, it's like nothing new..










gonna save me!! 1am

L.O.A.Ds TO UPDATE


argh..hurry hurry...i've got plentyfull stuff to throw it here.. wow..realise tt sunglasses made the best out of me..love it..*drools













next:: let you guess who is thiS!












ahas..see her before? this stupid girl purposely bang me while i wait outside my class..obviously at first i tot it wad some guy from other class who juz end lesson den come out to look for his friend..den i ignore.. next she kick my shoes..i was like "WTH..this guy dunno how to walk ar?"
den when i look up..it was kaiying!! she was waving at me..dot!!thx god i didnt say it out to my friend..haha..

next:: my friend n i went to thie suntec tower..and found a new game for us!! it's call ''virtual'' there is this machines tt clipp on the toy u direct n try ur luck..yup..n we saw this snowman wif squirral hugging on it..cute.adores* n there is 4 set so we collect them all!!! woow..













next::

finally i got my colour lens!!!! it's romantic purple..so coincident tt when i go haf my spect make, i ask the specialist n he say there is promotion for 'freshkon' 2 pair at the prices of $36!!! other time when there is no promotion, it cost $30 per pair..ahas..den he offer me clear lens..for $120 12 pairs + 1 bonus lens..hmmm..worth it..



















the.night.is.falling.deep.1246am

"This I Promise You"

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...



((see ur smile
soften my feels
the feel of ur lips
melt my soul))

A.FINE.DAY


finally the sky is brighter as the day passes..
it's been raining for days!
on sat(7/1) it has start to rain till the next day non-stop.

till monday tuesday..but wednesday start to stop..hehe..happy..
but make me take umbrella for nothing. *Pouts


the weather is cold..n nice..n need to cover tight!! gees*

friend out there reading this..do take good care of urself..carry an umbrella around for this moment! rest well...






pls dun get dark again

ITS'BEEN.DAYS


didnt blog last week..no time can..ahas.. been busy wif accs..skit..shopping for probs..


headache..new year coming n i haven even shop for clothes!!! my friend already bought her jean..n i got NOTHING!!! this should not be the way..k soon...very soon i'll be hanging around at town for my new clothes...troubled thinking wad to wear..something special..seldom wear infront of my reletive before...hmmm... *thinking*..


saw a demin skirt at CL...hula.co...not bad..is nice..dark blue wif flower lining..29buck..at the cart..something pinkish caught my eyes..it's billabong shirt *fake* wif beautiful prints on it..coz 20 buck..wondering is it possible to cut down the price..*considering* at the first look is NICE can..and i almost wan to buy..but worth it?? so went to fox..saw a similar one..but is kinda low cut for both back n front..it's blue in colour and totally different prints..cost 25 or 29bucks..couldnt rmmbers =D


so i guess roughly i noe wad i'm looking for n wan..heegees..but argh..it's hard to make decision when i'm so damn broke wif few pence in my pocket..gonna choose a dress which i wont regret is tough.. *boohoo








the night is getting colder
the rain start to rain stronger

.ADIDAS.


after dinner..SC, kaiying n me when to Novena Square...went to adidas shop...gosh..it's having 30% sale!!! i saw this adidas orange bikini!! * blink* ..original price:$49.90..after discount:$34+


is it a MUZ buy??!!! i wan!! it is ADIDAS.. it is ORANGE.. it is BIKINI!!! awwww..*faints. my cravies!!!!but..i'm having a budget month..haiz..think my dream has already pop le.. *sigh* ..unless someone sponser me?!!! *grins.


today i'm very quiet..dunno why..juz dun feel like talking..
bad mood..*spoiler*


thx to the bikini..cheers me a little..





why am i feeling so blue nowadays?

DINNER.FROM.MS.LEONG.


today got a treat fom ms leong..at pizza hut..novena..United square..the place's not bad..but lots of food shop..pastamania is juz beside pizza hut..there is mac,noodle hut blah blah..


ok back to the food..

soup:Cream of Chicken
taste: watery, too much seasoning, salty, COLD!


pizza: Seafood, Hawaii, 2 unknown
taste: obviously is thick, the seafood dun taste deli..


drumlet
not bad.


ms leong was cute..coz we told her tt the soup is cold n awful..is so salty..doesnt even taste like cream of chicken..more like cream of seasoning!! and u know wad..she did a complaint..at first she juz say "mayb i should tell the manager" then she raise her hand when the manager pass by..gosh.. *blush*


next how do u pronouns the pizza tt is buy one get on free? "canadian" OR "califonia"?
haha..this is how the story goes..


ms leong: "why does seafood pizza haf pineapple ar?"

Xiang ting: "mayb coz the seafood doesnt haf much taste, so they add pineapple to enhance the taste..ya.." (bitting her pizza)

me: (Guessing) "mayb coz the seafood left bad smell in the mouth so they use pineapple to cover the smell..ya"

Xiang ting: (nodding)

SC, kai ying: (smiling)

me: (sacarstic laughs.) "Ohh... now i know ms leong nv eat Seafood pizza before!!"

SC, Xiang ting, Kai ying: "hahaha"

ms leong: (serious) "no la..coz i seldom eat pizza from pizza hut. Normally i order the california pizza." (nodding)

SC: "ohh..i know..the buy one get one free that one la?!"

ms leong: "yaya"

Kaiying: (blur) (whisper to me) " i tot tt one call canadian pizza?? (comforming) "the buy one get one free de right??"

me: "YAYA!!"

Kaiying:" but she say california!"

me: (laughs.covering mouth) " hahaha"

SC,Xiang ting: (blur) "huh?"

me:(repeating)

SC,Xiang ting: (laughs) "ahas"

ms leong: (looking. blur)

me, kaiying: (talking among ourselves) mumble.and.laughs

ms leong: (burst out laught.n pointing) "hahahahaa"

ms leong: "haha..i know wad u all laughing!"

all: (laughs) "hahahaha"

ms leong : california....haha...(fading)(wiping her mouth)

me: "haha..she eat machines!"

all: (laugh out loud) "wahahaha"

ms leong: "no..i eat canadian pizza den go california do exercies!!"

all: (laughs hard) "hahaha"


get the joke?? haha..if you were there..it was really funny..lol..


a nice day out with the 8 of us..ms leong, sam, dawney, zeteng, xiang ting, kai ying, SC and me :))

THE.SWING.

ytd night..suddenly feels like going back to my childhood..playing swings..woohoo~
















the night is cold..freezing in my bed..feels like it's really snowing outside..
wad a great night!

the moment we share
the things we talk
the path we walk before
is all in my memory


thou i seldom hang out wif u girls
i didnt forget u..
i didnt forget those wonderful moment we've created..
the gossip we had..
the giggles..


the food we use to hide in the locker..
eating without teacher knowing..
making breakfast for u all..


you're the beautiful memory in me.


shimin, baoyan,fenru,siewchoo.



it has been lighted up.1212

BIRTHDAY.BASHES.


it was ms leong's birthday ytd!!! 31 DEC!!! haha overall..it's a touching cum fun n lovely night hang out!!! *grins!!!


let me tell u wad happen...

ms leong didnt know anything abt the bash at all..it shows tt she is all blur..*sotong*..heehee.. we buckup wif candy2 n her sis n leong's close friend!

we met up..the 8 of us(xiangting,dawney,SC,sam,zeteng,kaiying,jolene and me!) we meet candy2 at boonkeng station at 9+ reach her house at 10..talking..exploring her room..haha juz one word..messy! lol.. candy2 call them(leong n her sis) to hurry back coz the water tap burst! gosh..white lies..haha n they rush back..when we know they are coming, we hurry to the kitchen n light the candles*panick.us* haha..we hide quietly..trying hard not to make a noise..


mins later.. we heard their voice..n leong..she is coming towards the kitchen!! she pull open the door..n we start sing "happy birthday to u" she was damn shock!haha*success* she was taken aback..covering her mouth! when we sang finish..she told us her leg when jelly at the sight! haha kaneng*jelly leg .we then trick her..haha fore feet..we put the candle deep in the center of the cake..she haf to use her mouth to pick it out..when she bend for the first time,jo push her head but unsuccess..only kana her thumb..then they play a lil..using the cream to attact jo n kana her cheek..ahas..den the bend over for the second time..this time i think more ppl help..n it totally kana her face..haha damn funny..even the cake line is pasted on her face as well..haha..*rolling on the floor*after tt they attack each other..haha..jo,leong n sam..wad a mess..


candy2 help to remove the top part of the cake n cut it evenly..the cake taste marvellous! we bought it from `pollar cakery" name"opera" it's chocolate cake..*slurp* after tt miss leong play 2 songs for us using guitar..hmm..not bad ba..haha.. after tt she gonnta rush off to another place for celebration while we stay on to haf our badminton game..we played all the way till next year..haha play till midnight..we did our own count down..10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1..HAPPY NEW YEAR we scream..n give each other hugs but no kiss..haha..n we continue playing till 1am..ms leong's back at 12.15+ she bought back some yummy food(chicken wing,spring roll...etc) after playing for a while, she went to get drinks for us at 7eleven..


we were rushing for the last train..1.20+..haha..sc didnt get the last train..too late..she called her dad down to fetch her..while the rest went to meet up wif friends or out for supper..

nice moment to end 2005 n start 2006~

pic do the talking:

.the yummy cake.
still having jelly leg!

the first bend!

the attack!

the 2nd try.smash!

the FACE! arghhh!

the horrible attack!

sing n strum!nice..touching but no tears..

sew by sam.on a towel.

wad a longest blog i haf!!

it.has.stop.raining.624

FIRST.DAY.OF.2006!!

greetings from me!!!


breathe in.... breathe out..*phew*

Wad a brand new year n day to start off wif..*slurp!*

The morning air is fresh n cooling..sun is blasting strong..n the bird is chirping outside..*freezing cold* how i wish outside is snowing too!!..tt would be fantastic* woo~


i did some cleaning..bro n me mopping the floor.. mom clean the fridge..sis..hmmm dunno for the moment..clen piggers cage n bathe them..*smell nice* they are becoming cuter!!*gosh~!irresistable!



Now the weather has change to a cooling one..instead of snowing..it's raining..n is a heavy one..*thunder* te ba boom*haha..




i'm feeling so purple now-514