Thursday, September 27, 2007
memories come n go.for ours is a pastbut preciousthere is more memorable memorise that is worth remembering.juz 3 simple wordiloveyou.and it makes whole lots of different.love,let our heart be in one again.when i'm near, you'll feel me close.because it's you i need the most.i'm most grateful for this love we share.
2:43 am♥
the same old road.but now i'm walking alone.i yearn for the past to come back.but honeyi know the future will be better.
2:37 am♥
BEEN SOMETIMES`
wow. really been sometimes since i last blog here. been MIA. hahah. no la. actually busy with work n rs stuff.
having alot of my own time. to think back on wad i wan in my life. hmmm
guess now, i'm ready for office job. haha i wanna dress up n wear heals!!!
i aint wanna serve customers anymore. but nevertheless, my attitude towards customers still, 2 thumb up:))))
been quiet sometimes since i contact my mom. god. am i missing her??
wondering how is she now. gonna explore her blog later on.
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lantern festival.
kinda sad this year. cant get to play lantern with my bro. so poor thing my lil bro. the previous day he still ask if i could come home earlier to company him play lantern n candle like how we play every year. i said i'll try to go home early. but end up i reached home at 11.30pm, which he had already fall into his lalaland.
sorry my lil didi.
** my mom really thought me alot about human relation things n feeling.
i use to take some friends for granted. like i juz treat them as "hi" "bye" friends.
but my mom make me think twice when i decided to get angry witht the person.
i'll start to think,
" i cant take them for granted, i must make then feel wanted. a wanted to be my friend.they will need me like i need them when they are alone."
she also make me wanna spend more time with my family members. and i did it last sunday. i stay home to do house work n help out my dad to mop floor n scrub the toilet :)) got the satisfatory in me. after tt company them so seng siong to look for mom n head for dinner after tt. really feels good!!!!
thank mom for opening up my selfish thought. thank for all ur words tt open up my heart n the lesson is being learnt. juz to tell u tt, tt morning meet up is not wasted:))
1:36 am♥
Friday, September 07, 2007
outing with mom
head to meet sam at J8
usual.
late.arrrrgg.
hate myself la.
i woke up at 9.
bathe blah blah end up i 9.50 den board the train.
sorry mom.
head for mac breakfast since mom been craving for so super long :)
was pretty awakard (slient, speechless)
my mind was blanket.
dunno where to start off with after not hanging out for 2 years.
she too was slient.
keep shaking head.
she looked kinda pissed with me.
after finishing her food.
she start off our topic with,
" Here u are, sitting infront of me. but i feel so much like a stranger instead of friends."
and there we move on to a deeper conversation saying how we felt and about the changes with me for the past 2 years.
i changed into a different person.
rude to my dad.
she told me her regrets and advise me to treasure while still can.
treat my dad better :)
thxs.
after tt we head to J8 for a walk.
and we head to the top storey.
saw the poster
"No reservations:
i point and said,
"i wanna watch this! wanna watch now?"
"i also wanna watch!okay."
"wanna watch here or PS or town area?"
"i anything."
"alright, we shall watch it in J8 :)"
i bought popcorn for the seek of getting the metal moo tin.
wad really good to watch movie with mom alone :)) :)) :))
really happy.
after tt we walk around J8 to kill time.
mom suggested to head back sch.
but i kinda relectant.
but she manage to somehow talk me into going back sch for awhile.
saw mama yu
happy. took photo with her.
hugging her :) sweet right?!!! heh.
think is like finally got a nice pic!
heh.
after tt we head up to the top of amphi-threater
took some pics,
recalled memories
and chit-chat.
ps: i reallt miss those days tt we sat at amphi to talk and disturb teacher. every time after sch, we'll juz hang out.no bothers.
11:41 pm♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL' GIRL----EVELYNhappy 20th birthday sweet lil' girl.may all ur wishes come trueand receive alot of presents ya :))love plenty`meet up soon....
11:41 pm♥
