if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!

first time felt so relax for new year eve.
early morning company sis go for her last mins shopping
den head home for dinner

P was wearing his new shirt!! cute!

Finishing!!

should be able to see that i'm BORED enough to edit my friend's picture
hahaha
isn't is cute!!!!!
knew it!!!

today is last day of school,
the day finally come

feel kinda sad and happy
sad coz wont be in the same class as all of my classmate again
sad coz no more fun and laughter, not that much
no more "johur kia" "chan-ma-li-chan" Burp-Burp" "i'm God"....
sad sad
but i'm sure we'll still meet up!!!
hahaha

this is " i'm god"

love lil pup
he is very very naught
keep stealing ****
argh
steal water from bathroom
naught naught

but on the other side
he is adorable
and nice to hugs

thou i know you can read a thing nor type a thing
but u are my love!!
i love you P.

The Bitch

Slut

cheap-skate

plain solely use other peoples

thinks she is small in size and cute.

back off freak.

FRIDAY.



what amazing Friday i would say.
i reach school at 8.15
stroll slowly to class but climbing stairs up to level 7
and i'm in class at 8.27.



WOW!!



i always wanted to come class early
i always wanted to climb stair up my class as exercise
and i did it at the last day of school.





haha crazy folks.

FORMAL DAY!!

ytd was monday,
my class discussed and decided to wear formal for monday
haha all of us did! except wai yuen and M hahaha.

was having so much fun
seeing some of our friend in formal wear and it look smart!

enjoy the fun pics!!

Two Italian men where travelling together in a bus. An old lady was sitting behind them.
They were discussing something private in a low tone . Then, the first man said, "So should me tell it?"

The other man says, "Ya, feel free."

The first man says, "Emma comes first. Then I come. Two asses come together. Then I come again. Then, again two asses come together,". The lady behind happened to have heard this. Her anger knew no bounds after hearing this. But she controlled herself somehow. Then the man started again,"Then again I come and pee twice. And I come again."

After hearing this, the woman stood up and shouted at the men, "You mad men, don't you know that you shouldn't talk about sex in the public?

The first man puzzled, says," Cool down, woman. I was just teaching him how to spell 'Mississippi'".

i felt speechless

i have no idea what is in my mind

but i only know one thing for sure.

you are a badie

DEAR SC,

At times i wonder,
who do i still hate to see you alone when the fact is you are treating me very bad.
and you are keep hurting me, i really wonder why.

i wonder why do i still teared, sometimes, when i think back of our past
i know you no longer have me, i should just let you go,
yes i did! but that was only sometimes.
sometimes i let you go totally, and i still smile.

sometimes i just find it so hard and hurt when i think back on how you abandon me
why??
it's been month!!
why can't i just get on with life (oh well, maybe i did but not metally YET)
why i just cant get over you sometimes?
why at times, the feeling just come back?
a feeling of "what if we patch back?"
this question are not suppose to come back to my mind again!!
but still, it did.

sometimes i'm so disappointed with myself for not able to get over you while you are get over me.
i wonder what did you do so that you wont think back of the past or what did you do to have the courage to let go of the past and stop thinking about me..

how i wish i got the courage like yours
to forget the past, forget about missing you, burst off the thinking of able to patch back.
when i was out with you, i always ask myself :" should i be happy? control my happiness? stop myself from thinking of all the happiness?"
why do i think this why?
it is because i dont want to have false hope that your feeling for me increases, i don't wanna fall in the feeling trap and when you laft, i felt hurt again (that is what happen last time when i open my heart to be happy with her when we go out)

you said you promise you wont cancel outing with me anymore,
you said -promised-
trust or not is my problem, but you will prove to me.
are you making me happy or you really will keep your promise?
i want to trust you, but first i must experience it before i can put my heart in there to trust you.
but i'm afraid that if i trust you too deep, and one day when you cancel our date, i'll break down again, and the feeling isn't good at all, is super torturing.

last time, i thought when the day you leave me, i wont drop a tears nor feel a thing.
but i was utterly wrong myself.
i thought there wont be a different even without you in my life.
but somehow, there is

but now,
i'm glad that you are still there for me when i need help(period)
you still worry about me and still hope to meet me sometimes
i'm glad that after so many thunder and storm, you never leave me alone, thou we did say don't want to bother about each other before.
i keep wonder what if there is a day you don't want me and i have problem, will you still there for me? will you appear to my help?

right now,
all i need is time to heal me,
i believe i'll take some super long time for my remedy.
i need my mentally to be strong, i have to build it up!
i have to learnt to be strong once again without you around me.
i must be strong to face things by myself and not dependent on you anymore
i must learnt to let go things faster and handle my emotion in a more mature ways.

LOVED SN.

i think it is time for me to go away
away to the little island that i always wanted to be
is quiet, clean
the the sand is clear,
not a single foot print land on it.

juz there,
me alone.

and out of nowhere,
you appear behind me and hug me tight from behind
and said, "i love you"

with a peak on my cheek and you said,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSCELYN!!!!!

after sooooo long,
finally i get to see all my little cousin again
and they grw so fast!!
all tall now
haha
but still
running around..

playing hide and seek
screaming and shouting alone the corridor
haha
jos is pri 3 this year.
her bro nic is pri 2
same school thou
but i must say, her bro has a very bad temper!
*tsk tsk*



Make a Wish!




" still have some candle have yet to blow off!!"

"Mummy help me remove the candle!! i wanna cut cake already!!"

*result of kids cutting cakes, half done*



*nice and pretty party plates!!

Yummy stawberry!!

lovely.
little cousin.
*i did not steal your green gun!!!!*