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♥OLA♥

if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

The.girl♥


candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...
  • Ape bag
  • Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)
  • Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)
  • Ipod touch
  • Pull over / jacket

  • ChitChat♥
    & ARTICULATE
    Credits
    CODES: shotgun
    IMAGE: Deviantart
    Edited with Picnik & GIMP, designed by me.

    Friday, May 30, 2008

    MATH SUX!!!!


    wth is this fomula
    damn
    falling aslp in class is degrading my grade!!
    damn
    last day of sch
    everyday shag out
    no mood for lesson
    sian-ned!!!
    pouring cats and dog outside
    thumder blasting how am i going to go home!!!
    this aint talking
    you got nothing to add
    what is this?
    why should i feel this bloody way!!
    3:47 pm♥

    "heart"working

    faci: "everybody here is "heart" working what!"
    we: "you u say everyone is hardworking?"
    faci :" Ya, everybody's heart is working what!!"

    *faint*

    9:24 am♥


    i'm tired
    i tried but of no use
    i scare you will distance from me
    i scare you'll dislike me
    i scare you block me i scare you pretend nv see me
    i scare you give excuse and dun chat with me
    i scare you juz ignore me

    why why
    is so damn why i'm feeling this way
    gosh no
    dun tell me i'll jealous
    NO i can nv be
    dun be so naive
    wake up
    it's time
    chloe~

    if one person have no interest
    no use trying so hard to get attention
    in the end
    she will hate u more
    she'll find youu irritating

    what can i do to make you happy?
    what can i do to make you talk to me?
    i tot we hitted off well
    all smiles
    but why out of sudden
    things changes?
    the cold shoulder you gave me
    the ignorance you show to me'
    feels like i nv appear in ur life
    feels like you dun even wan my exists.

    i am hurt
    torn;

    all my concern felt like being thrown down the drain
    with big flood rushing towards it
    and cover up
    so that you wont ever find it again
    or even remember it.

    why cant i be close with you?
    why cant we chat even if we are online?
    why muz u treat me this way?
    dun smile to me my silly folks
    for the more smile i get from you
    the deeper the hurt n torn will be
    for u dun understand;
    coz it's not you~

    mayb now
    i'm juz an irritating blockout for you
    juz hope i dun appear anywhere where there's you


    i'll juz pretty well fcuk off right at ur face
    but i'll still keep that smile of yours
    for i'll nv get it again from you...
    12:37 am♥

    RUNWAY SHOW

    oh well
    i got the call on last friday
    for the runway show by hou yu No.1 japanese brand for hair color

    were entitled for one yr free hair color worth 3 thousand dollar
    (we can change color every month!!!)

    i'm in group 1
    (olden japanese, geisha)
    we have to wear kimono *yea*
    and cut our hair short and bleach with bright colors!!
    coz the color tt we r wearing is going to be dull as well as the stage!

    group 2
    (modern japanese)
    hip hop. like ayumi, with big waves long hair

    damn..waste our time juz to go there listen to a few talks
    waste my day in sch n my grade!!!




    i'm tired alright~
    12:22 am♥

    CANOE TRAINING

    tuesday traininig was nice..
    10 girls and dunno how many guy

    relaxing due to raining
    so kinda cooling while jogging
    really slow jog la~

    do some different types of exercise
    jumping jet etc, lazy to list it all out

    pull up for 25 times??!! i guess, and 50 push up. cool huh

    *****************************************

    DIVING

    it was like so
    GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

    starting i have difficulties getting down as i'm not use to breathe with my mouth
    what's more,
    is with the pipe thingy
    aw...

    went down for awhile
    i signal to go back up
    instructor were great!!!
    he super patient with me
    coz i keep going back up to the surface
    coz of the pressure that i'm not use to it

    after tt we did some crawling in the base of the pooh
    feels great
    juz that sometimes i tend to forget how to breathe
    ya...

    overall

    FUN!!! NO REGRETS!!!!
    12:05 am♥
    Tuesday, May 27, 2008

    Jealousy kills you,
    With every ache.
    You keep your mouth shut,
    Your smile is fake.

    You say it's okay,
    When really it's not.
    It makes you sick,
    But it's these thoughts you fought.

    You feel the heat in your shoulders,
    your hands start to shake,
    You keep to yourself,
    as you silently wait.

    You deal with the pain,
    with each word you write,
    Thinking nice thoughts,
    To help your mind fight.

    Your stomach is turns,
    You feel you should die,
    But you breathe a breath in,
    and you try not to cry.

    It's really not bad,
    this lie that you made,
    To help you fight through,
    As the feeling will fade.
    8:38 pm♥
    Monday, May 26, 2008

    "Mcfly-Obviously"



    [Tom]
    Recently I've been
    Hopelessly reachin
    Out for this girl
    Who's out of this world
    Believe me

    She's got a boyfriend
    He drives her round the bend
    Cause he's 23
    He's in the marines
    He'd kill me

    For so many nights now
    I find myself thinkin about her now ohhh

    Cause obviously she's out of my league
    But how can I win
    She keeps draggin me in
    And I know I
    Never will be good enough for her
    No no
    I never will be good enough for her

    [Danny]
    Gotta escape now
    Get on a plane now
    Yeah
    Off to LA
    And that's where i'll stay
    For two years

    Put her behind me
    (Put her behind me)
    And go to a place where she can't find me ohhh

    Cause obviously she's out of my league
    I'm wastin my time
    Cause she'll never be mine
    And I know I
    never will be good enough for her
    No no
    I never will be good enough for her

    [Tom]
    She's out of my hands
    And I never know where I stand
    Cause I'm not good enough for her
    Good enough for her x6

    [Danny]
    Cause obviously she's out of my league
    I'm wastin my time
    Cause she'll never be mine
    And I know I
    never will be good enough for her

    [Tom]
    Cause obviously she's out of my league
    But how can I win
    She keeps draggin me in
    And I know I
    never will be good enough for her

    [Danny]
    Cause obviously she's out of my league
    I'm wastin my time
    Cause she'll ne-ver be mine
    And I know I
    never will be good enough for her
    No no
    I never will be good enough for her
    3:17 pm♥

    My heart is ripped and torn
    I’m broken inside
    Your words are like thorns
    ripping at my soul

    I see thru all of you
    from the light there is darkness
    and you are empty too
    your just like everyone else

    I’m broken beyond repair
    you’ve destroyed me

    My wounds wont heal
    I scream into the darkness
    no emotions inside left to feel
    just when I thought I could trust you


    Your hate feeds me
    it makes me stronger
    you think I’m weak
    but in the end you are weak


    I’m broken beyond repair
    You’ve destroyed me...

    I’m Broken and noone cares...
    12:05 pm♥

    .Pain.


    How do you mend a broken heart,
    When the hurting won't go away?
    I'm not sure where to start,
    The pain will always stay
    You can numb it for awhile,
    But the only way I know how to,
    Is something so vile
    It's to not think of you
    There is a side effect to this,
    When you get your feeling back,
    Your old pain will be missed,
    Because the new pain gives no slack

    My wounds wont heal
    I scream into the darkness
    no emotions inside left to feel
    just when I thought I could trust you
    11:54 am♥

    .Fagged.

    HELLOOOO

    now is still morning!!!
    yet i'm feeling soooooo fag!!!

    mayb no breakfast in the morining
    and the stupid quarrel
    but guess in the

    great lor.. no mood at all for class..
    brain shit for hols!!!
    YES! last week of sch term
    how time flies

    haha

    hols will be so so so pack!
    birthday(S);
    camp;
    overseas (shag)
    10:47 am♥

    First break out;

    no other reason
    juz feel like blogging
    morning sickness still linger around me

    now is the second break
    dont bother to contact her
    vise versa

    the most no input for today
    i'm fine
    i wanna go on starving
    i dun care

    class getting quieter each day
    me and gf shifting further each day too
    dunno why
    sometimes i cant feel her
    i dun miss her
    but i need her by my side.
    weird.
    no idea
    10:23 am♥

    some changes to my blog song!!!
    is so super nice...
    sound sooo hawaii
    ENJOY!!!

    "I'm Yours"

    Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
    I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
    I fell right through the cracks
    And now I'm trying to get back
    Before the cool done run out
    I'll be giving it my bestest
    Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
    I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

    I won't hesitate no more, no more
    It cannot wait, I'm yours

    Well open up your mind and see like me
    Open up your plans and damn you're free
    Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
    Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
    I love peaceful melody
    It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

    So I won't hesitate no more, no more
    It cannot wait I'm sure
    There's no need to complicate
    Our time is short
    This is our fate, I'm yours

    I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
    And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
    My breath fogged up the glass
    And so I drew a new face and laughed

    I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
    To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
    It's what we aim to do
    Our name is our virtue

    I won't hesitate no more, no more
    It cannot wait I'm sure
    There's no need to complicate
    Our time is short
    This is our fate, I'm yours

    Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
    Open up your plans and damn you're free
    Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
    Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
    A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
    It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

    I won't hesitate no more, no more
    It cannot wait, I'm sure
    There's no need to complicate
    Our time is short
    This is our fate, I'm yours

    No please, don't complicate
    Our time is short
    This is our fate, I'm yours

    No please, don't hesitate
    No more, no more
    It cannot wait
    The sky is yours!
    10:10 am♥

    .morning shit.

    morning start off was fine.
    half way to the sch, you bang me n i flew to the mud.
    u insisted that i bang u first
    tt's why you bang me back

    I DID NOT LA!!!

    i hate monday la..
    we always start off quarrelling
    like so shit!!!!!
    9:52 am♥

    Tattoo

    the tattoo on my pic is fake de can
    but i really wanna put a real tattoo
    thou juz a simple star at the back of my ear..
    but gf dun allow =( *pouts)

    no choice lo..




    my ideal tattoo!!!
    music plus star!
    idea lei!! cant see and is nice/sexy.
    i tot of putting here too =)
    at the waist..not bad!!
    12:37 am♥

    change of blog add once again

    soooo sorry
    in the first place i change my blog add (candy-chocoliciious)
    coz i dun wan all my friend to know my blog
    subsequent i change to (youaremylovesong)
    end up is kinda spreading out again

    so i kinda dun like somehow..
    haha so, very sorry that i change again
    but the changes is not big wad!
    only "song" change to "s0ng"

    haha thx..
    12:31 am♥
    Friday, May 23, 2008

    .Quarrels.

    hate it when parents quarrel
    cause u nv know how harsh are they
    be it towards each other or the children

    but so far,
    none of it happened
    but i dun wish it will happen!

    dad n mom quarrel about where my mom disappear to
    sian...


    hurt;hate;
    come under one
    i dont wish to have a step in
    of such a nice family
    dad,
    dont u worry so much
    mom aint doing sth wrong
    she's juz working hard
    for the family.
    12:40 am♥
    Sunday, May 18, 2008

    WATER TRAINING!!!

    as usual,
    ~warm up,
    ~jog 2 rounds
    ~water training

    wasnt tt tough thou
    but is kinda pathetic
    only 5 girls turn up for training!!

    but nvm
    kinda bored la!!!
    but still have fun with the senior around!!
    haha

    happy to see ling ling around.
    coz she told me she going work den wont stay for junior training
    i then hesitate whether to go or not.

    but in the end i still went,
    when i reach, i tot the email i see wrongly coz i dun see any girls
    but in the end,
    they actually sitted on the grass at one corner
    haha ~phew~

    **************************************
    after training
    met up with boo boo
    gonna head to AMK and she going to work after that
    but as usual
    lazy to work

    so end up buying food
    head up to her house
    and cook yummy dinner
    healthy diiner with many vegi
    lol

    is nice!!!!



    12:52 am♥
    Saturday, May 17, 2008

    TRAINING

    having canoe training later (2pm)
    ling went off to work
    so not staying for junior
    =((

    nvm..
    i think now i got the kick to go training lar!!!
    haha now is going to 1..
    gotta prepare le!~

    tata
    shall complaint how tough the training is going to be like when i'm back home at even ^-^
    12:53 pm♥

    SHE DIVERT MY INTEREST

    wth!
    didnt mean to start a post at this manner but is just tooo..
    cant help it!
    sorry.

    she really pissed me off from ytd friendly match!
    the word friendly match mean you dun really have to win the match
    but t0 be able to get down on court and at least get a chance to play right

    but she simply ignore her left side player
    (whom does not play so well)
    for all the matches!!!
    what is this?

    they went down for every training
    training hard,
    and she didnt evn put them down to at least play a game
    i dont mind coz i got no mood to play at all!
    but wad about the 3 other player!??
    they are not transparent alright!

    i couldnt stay on for another hour for the training,
    so i came up with excuse not to go
    and juz went home.

    i sort of make up my mind,
    i'm not gonna join bball anymore
    gonna quit!
    the most i play outside with my friend
    think will be better

    the senior are no better off
    same pattern
    those player they know or they think they can play,
    they mix with them
    and once again,
    we are transparent!

    fine,
    i rather quit them
    than they quit me.
    12:42 pm♥
    Monday, May 12, 2008

    CHALET!!!

    having secondary school chalet again!!!
    happy
    been looking forward to it since like.. last month??!!
    haha..

    reach there at 11 plus.
    and
    they finish BBQ already =(
    had some left over.

    calculate bills
    came out with a " IOU" list for each of us.
    hahaha

    slp, night


    Day 2...

    woke up at 10. bath n pic taking till 11++
    den head out for breakfast cum lunch
    had KFC instead.

    plan to go Kbox at DT
    but not open yet!!
    pout*

    check out any Kbox nears to downtown
    in the end
    we head to Chinatown
    (with our dressing, FBTs and shorts with slipper)
    it match perfectly. haha
    sing from 2.30 to 7.30
    ( we actually manage to drag for 30 mins more before sign out)

    jump and scream like we nv had before
    was FUN!!!!
    no need to feel SHY or MA-LU
    haha
    had refillable drink (sprit and coke)
    i think i had 4 cups can!!!
    pee like siao
    haha

    had dessert and FOOD!!!
    is cold thou
    fries suck!!

    friend's 21st celebration,
    bought a (ching-chai) cake
    from Kbox.
    cake:$15
    Kbox: 17.50nett

    table was filled with food
    first time ever!!
    can wait to go K with them again!!!
    super much fun!!

    after k..

    walk at Chinatown,
    plan to walk to esplande

    we walk to Central(clark Quek)
    and we felt so weird coz of wad we wear
    totally cannot match with the enviornment.

    too few pics at the stair till a angmo offer to help us take pic
    after that,
    we walk to Boat Quek
    follow by esplanade
    we totally felt rejected by the enironment la!!!

    after all is a fun n happy day for us


    night!
















    12:19 am♥
    Wednesday, May 07, 2008

    FREAK!!!!


    bball training today
    during trial was alright
    training become tougher
    i can take it

    but the COACH and the SENIOR(16)
    is such a ARROGANT FREAKING BITCH BANANA SPIT HAIR-LESS CREATURE SUPER MAOLESS PILE OF SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

    argh!!!!
    the coach freaking did NOTHING for our training session
    she juzt sit there see us play, shoot
    and all she did was SHOUT SCREAM at us!!!
    freak physco!!!!!

    she didnt teach and yet dare to scold
    she threw us down to play own match and look ridiculas MESSY!!
    dun even know wad they doing or playing!!!!

    she SHOUT at JUNIOR
    and talk NICELY to SENIOR
    wad shit is this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    and the SENIOR (16)
    at first she gave me a very good impression of her
    nice, steady, friendly

    but today
    she juz prove me wrong!!!!
    she arrogant!!
    sucky attitude
    she's senior so?
    can juz shout at ppl???
    shouting at other ppl
    "you know which position you playing or not?!!!!!!!!!!!"

    damn
    DAMN!!!!

    the coach SUCK
    the player STUCK UP
    match match

    but the player only one senior stuck up
    the rest still alright =)

    *************************************************
    shit
    tml ADVENTURE LEARNING PROGRAMME
    scare of height la!!!
    so high up la!!!!

    *updates n pic(if possible) tml*

    NITIE!!!
    12:05 am♥
    Tuesday, May 06, 2008

    Feeling SHIT~!!!

    dont ask me why i felt this way but i jus felt
    SUCK!!!

    UT wasnt doing well
    ~fail~

    ytd n today didnt contribute to my team at all
    i just kept quiet
    real quiet
    i dont know why
    but my brain is not working at all
    DEAD!

    not in the mood for anything that gotta do with my class
    i think i'm shutting myself back to my own world.
    sick
    i only mix with the teammate that i'm working with that day
    the rest
    i dont bother

    i totally dun feel like making any effort to talk
    dun bother alot of things
    my turn to present
    i present.
    dun bother
    i tried to talk
    but juz comment me fucking quiet.

    fine.i shall be quiet.


    hate~
    1:50 pm♥
    Monday, May 05, 2008

    FATHER CAGE DAUGHTER FOR 24-YEARS IN A CELLAR ROOM BENEATH THE HOUSE!!





    this father is SICK!!!
    he cage her own daughter at the only 18!!!!

    at the age of 11,

    he rape her and art the age of 12, he already plan to cage her.

    and built everything needed.























    http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/World/STIStory_233966.html?vgnmr=1
    3:35 pm♥

    张韶涵 - 亲爱的那不是爱情
    词:方文山 曲:周杰伦
    专辑:Ang5.0 (2007)

    教室里那台风琴
    叮咚叮咚叮嚀
    像你告白的声音
    动作一直很轻
    微笑看你送完信
    转身离开的背影
    喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
    那温热的 牛奶瓶
    在我手中握紧
    有你在的地方
    我总感觉很窝心
    日子像旋转木马
    在脑海里转不停
    出现那些你对我好的场景
    你说过牵了手就算约定
    但亲爱的那并不是爱情
    就像来不及许愿的流星
    再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
    太美的承诺因為太年轻
    但亲爱的那并不是爱情
    就像是精灵住错了森林
    那爱情错的很透明
    1:11 pm♥

    Quiet~!

    lesson in class
    i was even quieter den usual
    sian-ned dunno whhy

    nv contribute anything in class
    silents~!

    nothing run in my brain
    more like dead brain cell
    shit

    i guess will score C for today module
    tml UT!!!
    sick!!
    hai.
    dun like the module how to sit for UT??

    stuck ear piece in my ear
    listen to my music in my whole
    nice~
    class noisy
    music flying about
    conversation is loud
    i dun feel like being loud today
    =(

    what's wrong.
    sick-ko

    stomach not feeling well
    bloated
    throat not listening
    pain.

    hopefully i'll talk during presentation
    but right now i cant seems to think
    i cant even contribution in group discussion
    how can i talk during presentation!!!!


    IKALA~!
    hai
    12:46 pm♥

    WEATHER~!!!

    weather weather
    what's the matter with you??!!
    can you be nice to us and not be sooo hot

    I, of rather we are getting dehydrate from it!!!
    gonna gulp bottles of water down our throat to our body everyday
    to replenish the water loss in us

    weather weather
    be nice to us
    and we'll be nice to your water~!!

    o keep getting sore throat.
    on and off thou
    is kinda sickening la!!
    i hate sore throat

    coz i cant get to eat things that i like
    (Mr Chocolate)

    i've been pouring tons of water in my body
    but i still get sore-ty
    hmmMm.

    mom: do drink plenty of water alright
    ur exam in near and u sound stress, very.
    so dun fall sick alright!!!
    gonna meet up after ur exam ya..
    JIA YOU JIA YOU all the WAY!!!
    *jumpin jumpin*

    1 more day to my UT!!!
    nervous nervous!!
    scare scare!! is torturing thou =(
    1:40 am♥
    Sunday, May 04, 2008

    Call me.....

    call me mean
    call me hopeless
    calll me anything u wanna call me
    i wont blame you

    if u realise that
    we having really been contacting or chatting since this week
    well.. *speechless*

    mayb i wanna fade it
    so we still can be friend =)

    you said before de wor.. friend FRIEND!!!!
    2:34 am♥

    been a long time since i last change my blog skin..
    kinda of bored so
    ya juz give it a change lor

    i did some edit to the blog
    coz is not tt nice la..
    heh heh..

    *wink wink*
    2:32 am♥

    A day out

    plan to meet sec school friend for dinner at waraku but end up i meet boo boo instead
    haha
    but at night did meet up with my sec sch friend la..
    for a tiny while.
    lol

    nice seeing you ppl
    (thou i know u wont read it la)
    12:27 am♥
    Friday, May 02, 2008

    Valuesss..

    having culture lesson now
    kinda boring
    talk about value of somethingy
    didnt even listen to lesson la!!!

    been starting to watch south park
    thx to Ling Ling~ lol
    i tot is some show like "Baywatch"

    but she told me is adult cartoon
    haha so i wanna weatch too
    coz i like cartoon
    so far i like Karls!!!
    and his baby bro "dodo"?? not sure

    having tummy ache
    awww..
    later gonna be leon maid..
    hai..
    buy him bubble tea
    "green apple green tea Double pearl"

    hmmm
    troublesome la him

    ok.. gotta listen to class le.. hmmm
    11:32 am♥
    Thursday, May 01, 2008

    MOLLLLY HOLLLY"



    juz because of my gf grab me
    and she let go;
    dunno what the hell or how the hell did i walk
    i accidentally kick the concret (orange color)
    at the side of the grass



    was super super in pain
    and my gf told me
    " the blood flow out alr"
    i stood for a second, looking at my poor toes
    "the blood is dripping down to the shoes la!! Put tissue underneath!!!"

    i was busy screaming away la~
    and she got frust so juz stood there
    i stare at my lil toes
    and i burst out crying



    she den bend down to give me tissure and help me wrap up
    at first i dun allow coz is PAIN~!!!!
    but.. no choice.



    was on the way to my friend 21st chalet.
    guess she was angry with us tt we didnt turn up
    coz i msg her but she didnt reply ='(





    7:25 pm♥