if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

Mic celebration..

lots of yummy yummy cookies
was snatch clear at once when the party starts

but before tt..
it BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION TIME!!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KHAIRU N NISA!!!
bought them each a cake




"thx you, thx you for the prize!!"

1.30pm
reached home
slack around
waiting for the washing machines to finish washing e smelly clothes

washing ends.
bring down those dry clothing
hang up those cleans clothes
after hanging
fold those dry ones

[[me good good]]

after tt wait for mummy call
went to NTUC
haf loads to bring home.
yippy yippy.

3pm
mum finally called
took along trolley
n ask my bro to tag
off the NTCU!!!!

reached there..
aim for TIBITS!!!
follow by my "darlie"
"jelly"
"gasy drink"
"sweet potatoes"
"potatoes"
and lot more!!!

we had so many in our trolley
oh man
this job leave it to my bro then..
haha

made payment
total= $88.10
wow..
thank god
i paid by card..



many many...












"which rice to get??"








"zoommmm~~"












"hai so heavy"












"hmmm..change way"











"y the only tanticle left??"








"yum yum..fresh milk is good!!"








"mom..y are u holding papaya like this???"

when to bugis wif my sec buddy
meet them at 6..

we keep walking n found this shop
this is where i juz bought my fake puma sling



this time round..bought a fake shoulder sling

small sling:$18
shoulder sling:$17 (3 bags)



eve, angela n me got the same white puma bag..
finally we got something the same
yippy..
3 bags buy at the same time n we got $1 off..
no regrets for the smally sling coz i really need one..
but dunno y tt ling is more expensive den the shoulder

wanna eat long john..
too pack
off to KFC..
found seats..

as usual
we are loud
loud wif laughter too
haha

took some pics..
n back home..

taken after our meal


after a shock when i say "lets take pic!!!' and tt's her pose..haha..


2nd pic taken..

first try for the 5 people shoo
t..


the final shoot after twisting the phone another way round..

simpili like to disturb her..


a proper pic..


we three..

well
tuesday is my most slackin day
so shiok
i end sch at 10..
woohoo~~~

only lesson for auditin case study..
well i muz say this sub is tough
alot of discussion needed
n team work
if not marks well be deducted..

even if u quarrel, read newspaper, SMSes
marks will be deduct wor

realise tt my blog is all sad so far
since hols start
coz i cant see my friend..
all of them..
i miss them

but
NVM
coz tomolo i can see all of them again..
after 1 mth of hols..
i miss my locker..
hehe..

i miss all my honeys!!!

muack muack..hehe

i realsie tt i cant work for long days..
coz i'll haf work depression..and all the stupid rubbish will come out..


see ya tomolo..

would it matters if u msg me?
things will still remain unchange

i'm sad no because of something or someone
i'm this way

i missed too many thing
i'm being bullied
i felt stupid
fukc

dun take me for granted
please
i too haf feeling
i also wan someone to care for

i know i'm not alone
but when reality shoot back
i'm still alone

i haf to face alot of challenges
i wish u were here
but u werent
i need ur support to hold on
but i hear no voice

i juz need someone..
n tt's u
who's reading this blog..

thank you..

I Think Of You
TATA YOUNG

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

FERGIE
Won't Let You Fall


[Verse:]
I'll never let you go
So, never let me go
I will be your journey
And you will be my road
Down the stormy path
Love will never come to pass
It will be an anchor
Although the winds may blow

[Pre-Chorus:]
And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I'll follow
To the end, back again
You know

[Chorus:]
Won't let you fall
Fall out of love
'Cause together we'll be holding on
'Cause all we have is us
Won't let you go
Go away again
Because life don't mean nothing at all
If I don't have your love

[Verse:]
I will dry your tears
Take away your fears
Let me be your shelter
Your heart is safe in here
So beautiful and pure
There's nothing I would not endure
Oh, love as got me blinded
I see it all so clear

[Pre-Chorus (1x)]
[Chorus (1x)]

[Bridge:]
I'm down for you for whatever
Anything you going through
What's mine is yours
Every little thing
I got you
Even when winds will change
Come smashing down and crashing on you

[Chorus]

i fall
i climb
n back to stand

i fall again
i climb
n stand up again

but
i repeat this many time
my leg is tired
i'm numb
too numb to climb n stand again

but isnt there anyone to help me up?

i know there is
n is u
i know u'll always be there for me when i need u most
i know no matter wad
rain or shine
u'll still be there for me
encouraging me
n giving me a helping hand
i firm hand

but sad to say
i still fall
n this time i dun dare to look up for u
i dun dare to hold ur hand

water fall
the same old pattern

i disappoint my kor
my girls
my parents
my office person

wad the ufck

things went wrong when i predict it would turn out good

i'm doing rubbish shit all this while
i juz waste me time
but who would change the facts for me?
i've to face it..

lleh..

nobody can save me from being numb
i cant feel anything
i've fail too many countless time

wad a "banana "spit" day" wif a siao guy

gosh i'm LATE for work again..
went in shop
he already done all the house keeping
n ask me to pour away the water in the pail

after customer left
he called me over
n start scolding me
(sort of)
saying"
how many times muz u be late for work?
last mth there is a late record
do u know ur punctually record is not good?
i'm going to change ur working time from 12pm onward!!!
if u still cant make it on time or late, i'll send u back to jurong outlet!!!tt's final!!
i'm very particular bout late coming!
actually now i can request for u to go ack jurong de!!

*fluid guy*
nv see guy so petty before
n yet he keep saying me
"you so PETTY"
stupidious guy
sickening thinking
KPO!!!!!!!!!!

i dun need him to care so much of how FAR i stay
of my TRAVELLING time spent
TT'S MY BUSINESS OKAY!!!!
sad to say..
of rather lucky he dun haf com back home..
tt's y i'm blasting out right HERE!!!!

but at time he can be slightly nicer lahs!!!

no wonder until now he dun haf gf..but he alredy lost his *toot*
he is so damn straight in his words..
u cannot let him know ur secret
if not he'll make fun of it

sicko!!!

think is very wasteful to haf such sup is this nice outlet..hai

after tt..i got the wrong change for a customer..
instead of $22.20
i gave her $20.40

scan the wrong thermal
2XL is $45.00
but i scan the XL which is $39
but tt GUY cover up for us..
so we no need to pay the $6 back

den near closing time
i was juz standing there
den he come n trip my back og the knee
SIAO de..
i nv do anything LOR!!!
crazy guy
he still dare to ask we i record in the paper
obviously there is a jacket no. 86155
n he ask "wad is tt?"
i go over..pick up the jacket n show him

i ignore him after tt..
dun even bother to look at him
the SIAO SIAO guy

friends
sorry to make u worry
i'm fine
i really am
thank for all you love n concern sprinkle over me
thank for letting me know tt
you will always be there for me

especially my mom-samantha wong shi min
i love you so much..
thank for being there for me
every minutes

looking forward to monday movie time
hehe..

thank god i found you
if not
i'll be lost in my journey.....

wad do i haf to say
i'm feeling down
about everything of myself
am i always wrong?
in my wordsss?

am i born to be so pure innocent?
get bully
scold
by ppl..
fcuk..
gosh
i felt so unwanted at some point of time
i dunno who should i turn to
i'm so alone
i felt no-one close to me
my heart
i've no talk-mate

i tried to my bear mostly night
they listen to me
they are the best talk-mate
they wont breathe a soul
nor they laugh at my stupidness
they will always be there for me
giving me hugs when i'm very down..

of coz i'll also share my joy with them
they are my precious
they were there for all emotion
they acommodate me
company me thru thick n thin
i wont hate 'em
or they hate me
i treat them wif care
bring they along for any slp overs
they were my best companian
compare to anyone else

i use to think only my dad loves me
even til now
i still think the same..
he stroke me
smell me
dote me
i miss him badly
(hardly see him thou)

i felt my grandma left me
she took care of me when i was little
but as my cousin was born
she dote them most
wad about me?
they love n care she used to sprinkle on me?
but thank god she left a happy pretty impression/memory
deep in my head n heart
i miss her deeply too
at times wish i can go back to the past
(young)

tearing now
who feels it?
i'm alone
in the dark night
time is tickling away
i'm growing again.




left in a pool of sorrow'

wee~

after four days of HARD work
stores n NATAS fair..a busy rush..
my lips sore den..
really sore n raw
the feeling is awful..
*yuKe*

but thanks god on friday
i got a big catch..haha
my sis friend brought us lobster
yum yum
my favourite..
i had a big bite..
gee gee..

**during my off day..when for a short shop..wow..~ got my favourite muffins from famous amos..double chocolate is always the BEST!!!


guess which is which??



ta-da!!










**when to arcade..saw my PATRICK!!! n is many many of them..




and many winnie pooh..!















**when to catch a movie
-the haunted apartment-
after tt show..when to toilet n saw this giant garfield..got a shock..gege..















**at town area..saw this model (man) sitting there..painted sliver n holding a fake flying bird..his hand gives him off..he didnt haf a proper paint at his hand..too bad.. otherwise we look perfect..