if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

LAST DAY OF 2005!


Wow..wad a blink...*stunt! here i'm blogging on the last year of 2006..wad haf i done so far..

.wake up at 10..haf breakfast..
.feed my pigs..
.clean my table n drawers
.when for a swim from 12.30 to 2.10
.haf a walk at causeway pt
.reach home haf dinner
.getting ready to go out again..


hmmm so far..this's how i spent my last day of 2005.. haha do i sound like it's my last day? hahaaa.isnt it great to think tt today is the last day of me? den i'll do all things fruitfully..yup..this should be it..gonna starting planing my plan for 2006..i wan it to be a great one.. put all things behind me..yes..i can do it!


it's raining.3.50

the.night.is.still.young


wad am i doing??i should be in bed now!!!..was changing my blog skin before i realise tt is it already 2+a.m in the morning..*god gracious* i should be in bed sleeping soundly..having a sweet dreams!..haha.

juz got my blogskin changed..find it not bad looking..hee.hee.. blushing*..

guess wad..hee hee..my mom(shimin) is reading my blog right now this very moment..she's going to read it before she went to bed..*touch* she is waiting for me to go bed befpre she went..so i muz type it quickily so she acn haf an early rest..


suddenly realsied tt my wishlist has increase numerously..*opps* a brand year coming ma..growing up le..lol..

anyway..juz heard tt mom is going to malaysia on sun..
*whisper:gonna take great care ok..drink lotsa water..n be careful of pickpocket n vehicles.**

today didnt get to go to the outing..got this urge of feeling inside me..*hmmm*weird..


should.i.be.there.or.u.be.here..0300

the.people.


dunno what has gotten into the youngs nowaday..they are becoming richer..*snort..

juz heard from my friend saying tt her she got a hp cost thousand plus from a guy who like her.faints.

wth` is the world coming to..here i'm try harder then before to save every pence a haf yet he can easily get a thousand phone for the girl he like.. think he is 17+ around there...

i seriously need a part-time job..PPL OUT THERE, ANY HELP??? do intro ya... thx..


time is clicking hard now...everything is becomin more n more heavy le..wad i mean..CA coming soon when sch reopen..many things need to learn.. chinese new year coming soon..less den a mth..gonna haf a speedous shopping for the new clothes n image..a great spring cleaning up coming..laughs. actually i love it..great ways to keep me busy.ahahs. a brand year to start wif..


ends.1253

my.day


recently i think i haf serious attitude problem..i didnt haf it in my previous year...dunno what has gotten over me..i muz really cool off n think...


i'm really off wif friends..i dunno why..but..haiz..wanna be back wif friends once again..but wad is stopping me??


i'm becoming more n more weird..i myself realise it..god..u gonna change me this time...


i was wondering hould i worship the god..should i believe in him once again..should i pray to him for help..*snort* i haf to get help..seriously i haf to..


**people try to help, eventually i will turn down..i dun wan to trouble ppl..i cant seek in the advise..is my own problem..only i can help myself...

i haf to help myself...

the.X`mas.


this yr got lot of present!!!wow...blah blah blah..(pic will be up soon)! yea..

a year yr is coming le..cant wait..should start a new life again..that is a fresh start..yippy! recently keep going out..till i kana complaint by my dad..gonna stay home more le.. actually got a gathering but my dad wan me to stay home..*snort* pissed! darn`` opss shouldnt have say this..hehe..


this few days keep gaining weight..ya should know y la..chirstmas..got lotsa chocolate..haiz..
wan to do...i like chocolate...slurp*


dunno wad those teenages are up to nowadays..they keep having so much money to spend..can even buy a thousand plus phone for a girl they like..haf all the branded stuff..even a bag cost hundred over..they are willing to buy..gosh!!!they didnt even get their eyes blink..while me...i haf to think n save money for so long before i can haf them..by tt time..it has already over le..no moer in trench..

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie



For who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you



Chorus

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance's an honest strategy
Leaves me grappling with my pride
But through the years of maturity
Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize-fighter
Still trapped within my youth



Chorus


At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again....



Chorus



Sometimes When We Touch Lyrics - Dan Hill

leavin on a jet plane


All my bags are packed,
I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin',
It's early morn
The taxi's waitin',
He's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome
I could cry.
(Chorus)

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go.

I'm leavin' on a jet plane
I Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Ev'ry place I go, I'll think of you
Ev'ry song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring.

(Chorus)

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes,
I'll be on my way.

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say,

(Chorus)

the.night.wif.my.siblings.

CHIRSTMAS.EVE


today is the chirstmas eve...in the afternoon..meet my shifu(irfan) actually we wanna meet at 1.15..but he wanna change it to 1.30..n i also wan..den meet 1.30..end up i late..reach my station at 1.40..haha..sorry..


he company me to orchard..CL..n it start to rain..gosh..he is damn famous..*sigh* every where is his friend..even sitting outside CL waiting for the rain to cool..also can see his friend..argh!! haha..after tt..we run to herren..but coz of his flat friction shoes..haha..we only can walk as fast as we could..

mei n shifu

ATTENTIONS.IQC


THERE IS HOLIDAYS HOMEWORK FROM B.C


U NEED TO LOGIN TO E-TUTOR N DO LA1-11..


TEACHER WILL DO A CHECK DURING THE HOLS TUESDAY TO SEE IF U ARE DOING OR NOT..


THANKS FOR THE ATTENTION...PLS PASS AROUND TO THOSE WHO DIDNT COME ON FRIDAY..

chirstmas.celeb.


today is the last day of the term sch.. having 1 week hols till next monday...*yippy...!!
today received numbers of present from friend..[[tricia, jia hui, eliene, xue li, kai ying, sam,dawn xiang ting,charchar]]

they gave me chocolates[yippy], brownies[yummy], candies[slurp], baby pooh[hugs hugs]


but...I DIDNT GIVE THEM ANYTHING!!!
**blush blush*
**p.s girls...hehe**


kaiying n sam do the last shopping at mini toons..haha..bought the 4 winnie-the-pooh for the 4 of us (me sc xiang ting dawn) haha..
thanks..


guess after this days i'm gonna hang out in gym room..!! i dun wan flapping at my arms for new year..ugly*

my prexie!

IT'S COMING


wad am i talking? haha i mean christmas!!! yea...weather is cold..nice..windy..
chocolate month..ppl out there..pls pls drink more water.. dun get sick.. sore thraot suck..argh*...

anyway..cant wait for tt special day to come.. it's so fast thou...haha when i receall back..it was like nov..now is dec le..

IT HURTS!!


shit..festi coming n my stupid throat hurts again...*snort* pissing me off...turn down.. cant eat chocolate..cant talk much..gonna gulp my self wif loads of water..argh*


today swa lots of friend when coming home.. when alight at admiralty..i saw selamat..hmmm getting handsome..lol...
down the escalater..candy call me out..candy? who's candy? haha my sec sch friend..















ok back..den she call yong hao out n i get to meet my kor le...haha..had a great time in sch.. 4 hrs..busy..

I'M DROPPING DEAD SOON


piles n piles of things are piling up...

projects n projects..class shirt n class shirt..skit n skit...argh!!! it's pushing me to the ground..


but be sure tt i'll do my best to haf it support back...


i'm moodless mow..SnoRt*

and.i.love.this.big.action.board!








MY!OH MY! the end of skit


finally..the day i've been waiting for the past 1 week is over..the SKIT!!! haha..it's all fun n i'm going to miss them all..especially habbi, grace n kirstina coz they are graduating very soon..sobz...they are very fun!! n friendly too...they help me prepare my script last min in a very relaxing..thx guys..


today some of the actor lost their script..as in they forget their phrase..god! but teacher said my acting was good..n this is some sort like in their imaginery..haha..phew! thx god...was abit shaky when holding the weighing thing coz tt is an olden weighing scale n is difficult to hold thou..hehe.. thx god i made it..hehe..


oh ya..not forgeting my supporter..haha..they are sam, kai ying, zeteng n sc..lol..and before hand..sc told me she cant make it coz she got a steam boat party..n in the end she came..i'm so touch..haha..n gave me a surprise...n this is my ugliest time coz i'm very ah soh...argh*haha..n they say i really look like ah soh..but i think i look more like panda..ahahahas!!!!...


after my make up is done..the helper there..a girl..said she cant recognise me after my dressing up..haha..actually there is a interview on-air by 933FM..wow...but i think it's too late n they left..oh..so sad... boohoo...





she.is.my.daughter














the.girl.in.the.middle.is.a.beauty.








me.being.ah.soh..told.u..i.look.like.panda n my.supporter.

SAM BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! the *18


ytd(16dec) was sam birthday..we held a celebration at marine bay steamboat feast(chong pang)

haha..we had our tummy full n brought out the cake..wanted to give her surprise but she turn around n saw the cake ! darn* haha.. we sabo her by puttin the candle a the side of the cake n ask her to use mouth to take it out..the first time, jo n candy push her head but only kana the nose*argh.. n they try again..again is the nose...haha had a great fun night..juz only tt i dunno how to blog it in here..haha..


after tt we took plenty of pic..usinf our phone..haha had lot of funny staff happen there...


juz to enjoy.

christmas is drawing nearer n nearer..yippy..happy..haha..


gonna plan many outing wif my friend...for celebration of coz..love it man..haha..


i'm going to paint my nails pink* opps


nah-nah..it wont work for me...*snort..


i wan yummiwondalic!!! my creation of a clique!

I CANT BELIEVE IT!!


on monday..juz reach the class...


cher: ah candy! u are here..can u do me a favour?
me: huh? wad favour?
cher: can u help me do a skit?
me: huh? skit? about wad?

blah blah...


so in the end..i'm ask to do an auntie soh role..coz one of the girl graduated n cant contact her..n my teacher ask me to take over..


thanks god..juz a few lines..in my head at one glance..haha..n is a short one..great! that can get me ready for jan..haha..opps..not going to leak out any info on jan thingy..


anyway..the venue is at

--tiongbaru shopping center
--7.30-9 pm
--organise by CDC (media "club" not "crop")
haha sadded..

WHAT'S WRONG WIF ME!!


for this past 2 weeks...i dunno what i'm thinking..everything suck for me..i keep quarreling wif friends..keep having the upset mood..no smile tt last long..


n finally my period come..i'm glad..but the effect is great..i'm still not smiling..still damn moody..dun feel like talking to anyone..my friend sasa is great!!! always try to make me laugh..always there to company me..thx sasa..muack..


another guess is mayb my result had a huge affect..juz wanna concentrate..no fun..i dunno wad my brain is thinking..i hate my brain for slowing down..every now and then i'll haf my brain keep runnin none stop n tt's when all my moodiness come..argh*


but thx to all my classmate..they always make my day feel good in sch..and my best bumble.bee..cheer me after sch..thx to all..

I'M BACK

ok i'm back since my shifu ask me to up date...aww...haha so many of days..nth to update..


ok den i shall start wif sch..


haunted sch? closing down? diminishing? how shall i describe it..the sch is quiet, silent, empty like a dead living sources house..corps/zoombie walking around..laughing at nth..overall is SILENT..


school work- struggling!! need helper..n thx to tauqif..he's willing to help me greatly!!thz boy boy...

B.I.T.C.H.E.S


dunno y..but when i saw her pic or testi..i juz feel pissed..


she think big..act big..hate her character..it juz suck...


she think she's a princess...*yuck...



i'm refering to someone..
(duh of coz is human..)



it juz piss me off...