if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

.wad does his/her action means.

wad guys mean:

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few
minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love
When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else


for girls:

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind.
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few
seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without
you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

.the outing.




ytd went out wif senior after sch..actually plan to meet at 3pm..as usual..i'm late..end up meet her 3.30pm..ahas..sorry..

when down to herren adidas outlet for interview for part-time..the in-charge was funny..he know i'm candy tang guo (thx to senior) den they kinda make fun alittle.. i wanna eat tang guo... ahas...after filling of forms, as there were new stock coming..100 over cartons.., they were kinda busy but still able to joke around..then the in-charge call me to go in the store for interview (kidding)..hahaha..den when he walk over to the counter..he ask me to go balcony for the interview (kidding too) haha..after telling me the working terms n condition..i left the place..

board 36..head down to esplande.. haagen daez.. the atmosphere was great..very quiet..clean..there was this new waitess ,who serve us, ask if we wan 2 scoop or 3..we was like huh? wad's tt?? then another more experience staff walk over n explain to us tt she's new..sorry for the apologise..the staff was chio..ahas..look abit like jeslyn tay.. argh!..got a crash on her!!! senior was shock..n ask me to stop looking n fond of her..ahahs..we ordered fondue.. (the adidas in-charge told senior tt it was prononus as fordue... ahahs..)
nice relaxing corner'











anyway..back to the fondue.. it was malvo!!! damn nice can!! ahas..
LOOK...
it comes in 3 connected semi-round plate n in the middle there it the sause..wif candle at the bottom to keep it warm..
INGREDIENT...
there is a total of 14 small ice cream ball..there is double choco chip..pistachu nuts..raspberry and cookies n cream flavour.. yummy! 3 fruits..banana..strawberry and green apple.. last but not least.. there is biscuits roll..cookies and cake slices..

fondue'






top view'



ice cream ball' aint they cute!!


fresh berries'



berries dip wif peanuts' yum~



lets get started' cant wait~!!












over all was juz too yummy to talk abt it..ahahas..SLURP!!!


walk to suntec mintoon..but her a piglet..haha..coz i wanna carry toy around..opps..

after tt took bus 36 again to airport..on the way there..i pass by the benjamin sphere bridge!! argh..tt was my dream place tt i wish to pass-by long ago!!!!! reach T2 den go to T1..there is a new sky-train coming up..nice looking..cushion inside...



new sky-train'










thx for the day~!! 9.43pm..touch n appreciated.. hugs!

.bad temper.

i'm seriously having terrible temper nowadays..but i'll control it..
i act out this way but tt's the way i doesnt wanna act out..
i juz dunno y i end out acting out this way.. i can nv get enough for wad i haf..sickening!!!


i hate the way i'm..
i'll control myself de..
promise..


i juz wanna be my real self..



dun get in my way..i'll get piss wif you..-this word is hot!



the old library!!

.OMG.


know wad.i was feeling sleepy as usual..but it was a miracle today..
i actually listen to buz com lesson!!! OMG..i muz haf eaten the wrong medi..hehe..or running fever..lol
mayb coz i was confuse so i listen lor..den so boring..so discuss the 'reports' lor..if not sit there also nothing to do wad..hehe..so discuss wif jinpin n amos..got abit of crap..but still ok..lol

************

was happy today..coz jin pin n zeteng (kor) went down to work place n find me..hehe.. *touch* but not only find me la..but for jin pin yes..hehe..was happy to see her..lol..shock also..coz outside locker i ask her to come find me la..she say dun wan..haha..
hope kor will talk to me more..
smiles..


juz love it..

.stupid n stupoot.

haha was having late dinner at mac..
my sleeve kana the sauce..den sc help me wipe..

sam: "hey..u snoopy's little sister ar?"
ky: "haha"
me: (blur)(laughting) "wad??"
sc: (wiping)(laughting too)
me: (looking at ky) "wad she say" (looking at sam)
ky: "'snoopy' sound like 'stupid'..den u kana ur sleeve... (still laughting)
sc..me..ky..sam: (laughting out loud)
me: (looking at sc) "very funny hor..then i call u stupoot lor..(hahahaha)
ky..me..sc..sam( laughting out loud again)..

and tt's how our funny name was created..haha




there wasnt any stars tonight..
juz a little
i'm missing u....sc...12.30am

.upgrading of sch com.


finally get to see new come in sch..ahas..Pentium 4..not bad..laser mouse..not bad at all..aleast we need not worry tt the mouse not working or get frustrated wif the stupid mouse..no more jamming..juz fast fast FAST!!! black in colour..and i love the keyboard..smooth.. *happy*

now having acc lesson..gonna get back to work..if not i cant complete the work and i'll be behind class..haha..

tata..



*the blasting sun...the empty beach.. i juz wanna be there all alone..** 1406pm

.cross-country.


wow..this is my first time running at reservior..cool..but is at bedok..i tot i couldnt make it,,...was so nervous before the running starts..it was a very big round n the road was full of rocks..i ran for dunno how long before i turn n look at the dist..n realise i run very far le..hehe..*yip*

kinda stop running when i reach 2+km..but i cont brisk walking..run n walk at the same time..but after each while..i would jog a little..ya..

i came in A'division girls..n got 24th..does tt consider good for my standard??? *ponder*

but to me i think it was not bad..coz i'm not a runner or wad..not really very good in physical..lol..

only the top 20 got to get trophy..while the top 25 get to run for the marr..argh..i'm gonne die there..lol..(but heard tt they enjoy n eat tibits there) hahaha

after tt had some ice cream for cooling down..yummy!



nice pose thou..hehe

.chocolate day.





for the past 2 days..i've been eating chocolate in class due to presentation n friend offered us to haf it after their role play presentation..haha gaining a weight of 1 kg..(kidding nia).. today my mom bought home a big bag of almond chocolate.. my FAVOURITE!!!

PS: i love chocolate..n is a deep crazer for it..dun let me see chocolate..hehe.. i like all types..dark choco..nuts..dun quite like raisin..first-to-be-out-choice..haha


chocolate funs!.

pic of drools...

.counting.











today was alone again..
staring at the sky..
counting the number of starts i see..
about 39 of them..n tt's alot..
a WOW...

the night is as usual..cold in the wind tt blows




**i dun wanna close my eyes
i dun wanna fall to slp
coz i miss u babe
n i dun wannna miss a thing**


ends.

.foul day.


early morning..after ass..saw my mom..i cant control my tears..she know tt i'm going to cry..but i was controlling..till she came forward n offered a hug..tt's when i start to broke down..i wan a longer hugs..but she somehow loose abit..ya..before when in class..i broke infront of another friend..long later..she den cheer me up..n i felt better..
monday blue

**thx mom for the twice big tight hugs..u made me feel warmth once again..thx..hug hug..muack

**********

today my classmate, N, presenting..haha almost 3/4 of the class is shooting her..wad i meant was..after her presentation..she's the only person we request to throw qns at her..haha..but sal kinda protect her abit..yup..any..the presentation is almost over..left 3 more student..n hopefull this matter will rest...also hope the next semester is a new start wif new chairman..yup

************




being left alone

.a walk home.


it was late at night
and i was all alone
walking

under my block
i look up,
juz to realise
the night is beautiful

cool wind blowing
white cloud moving
stars sparkles
the sky is dark

i stood there
enjoying the view
feel the wind
feel the night

i felt warmth in there
memories flashes
slience kept
and i'm all alone


it's was simply beautiful...



the craving in me...

.NICE SONG TO ENJOY N APPRECIATE..

a song which i think it represent the senior..and i think it really suits her

enjoy..




HEAVEN KNOWS
She's always on my mind
From the time I awake up 'till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
so tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
But tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

(Repeat Chorus)

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

(Repeat Chorus)

Heaven knows
Heaven knows ......

.finshed..yet angry.


well well..let see.....
finally i had my presentation done and i should be happy..but..haiz..here goes my nagging..


normally after presentation wad do we get?? feedback n comments ya...?but for my group..she didnt give any..i was surprise..but keep quiet..she only say i'm natural..n tts it..!! nothing else..then there goes m6y friend JP, C's presenting..after presentation..she said nothing..end.

today other group present..and there she talk non-stop!!! comments after comment..wad's the stupid matter wif her..idiot..did i do something wrong in class.."kucf"... den my classmate present..JP only ask me ONE qns..

"she write this title ppl also dun understand wad she presenting"

n SHE jot our name down for talking... oh come on..wad's tt matter wif her..crazy..
we are talking abt friend presenting..not other stuff..

she is ironic!!unreasonable!!insensible!!


n one thing i realsie long ago..but i dunna believe..is she side..she hardly talk to me as a monitoress..she only talk to 'tt person' stupid..she is BIAS..i hate to feel tt but now i can really feel it strong..it is obvious during the presentation.. for malay student..she give plenty of comment ard 9-10..while for the chinese she gave little...like 4-5 comment..if it is not call bias..den wad is it call..

obviously she side..

.i'm the lucky one.


*thinking back* i'm always so fortunate to haf so many friend who cares n dote for me..thursday..my friend sc n kaiying bought 2 big gulp in order to buy me the bear (50c)..coz i dun feel well..

***

den my senior bought me such a expen n unique gift which i nv tot tt anyone would buy it for me.."he" use "his" salary n saving to buy for me..
***touch***
den end up "he" gotta eat old chang kee in order to buy me tt gift..i dun allow tt next time k..muz remember hor..

***

my friend..mommy also ways buy me things when she goes oversea..she nv forget me..den she gave me tt dice she bougt...i was happy n touch tt she still wan me in the group..hehe..thx..muack!!!

***



i'll be loved.

holding the gift
a hugs of thx
a tears for all

i dunno wad to do
i consoled
tears roll more

i sit there
thinking
trying hard to make u smile
once more.

i didnt know i mean so much to u...



THANK YOU SOOO VERY MUCH FOR THE UNIQUE GIFT..I'LL TREASURE IT N REMEMBERS EVERY MOMENT...THX FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE..AT LEAST ONCE..

.last outing??.

went out wif senior today..went to take neos..den watch movie..after tt went to walk around at suntec city n esplande..den went to esplande for chat..

"he" bought me a bundle of winnie-the-pooh instead of flowers!! ohhh so swt..lol..












me sweet??ahahaha



the cloud is nice right? can see wad's tt??i took the pic de hor..haha..is a heart shape..first time see it..so quickily capture..

after tt went home..took my senior spect for some photo shot..hehe..

.regret.

didnt went for the audition on friday.. *sob sob.. and there goes my chance..
will it be back again??
will i get the chance to act again?



***ponder***

.good n bad news.


finally the performance at ite mac is over..lol..the elderly enjoyed!! great!!

juz receive a call from MIC in-charge -madam salina- she told me there is an audition tomolo for the ACT 3...cool man..haha..coz tt time she ask if i'm interested..so i juz sign up..no harm but fun..! get to act..ya..!! i like to act..and in sec time..i tot "if only i could act in the ACT3..i'll sure go for it..and now..HERE COMES THE CHANCE!!! *chong ah~~~*

and at the same time..i'm going for an job interview..hope i'll get it..
**blesses**

today went toilet for estimate 4,5 times..now my tummy felt bloated..n weak..n full..didnt had any dinner..only had lemon tea..no appetite.. smiles..

oh ya..another good news..michelle told me n xiang ting tt there's another MTV project coming up for us..had to go for the interview someday this week..

***here comes another act..hehe***

here comes the bad news..
the MTV cd tt tricia babe burn for me..IS BROKEN!!!!sob sob..but she'll give me another copy..
***sorry babe***

.caring-of-her.

recently got in touch wif one of my senior..i like the feeling of having a senior..coz they always care for the junior..hehe..we used to have feeling for each other..but both of us dunno..coz senior shy..haha...well..tt is a missing chance...lol..

we've got the same character..but coz 'he' dun wanna teach us bad..or mislead us..ew hardly talk during bball training last time..we used to haf the same habit of checking each other out..but only now den i know..n i feel like i've been abandon by 'him'..

note: if u love/like someone..dun miss the chance to tell him/her tt u got feeling for him/her..coz once u missed it..u'll haf to wait for the next round to get it back..n it hurt..when both of u like eah other..is a fate..fate given by god..

***
jus told 'him' tt i got stomachache n 'he' worry like hell..lol..keep blasting my phone wif caring msg..worry if i'm safe..

***

but was glad to know this senior..always so caring to friends..





will.always.be.missed.

.tummy upset.


remember the past sunday i went to malaysia?? well..we ate the sea food n got food poisoning.. *ouch* my mom, dad, bro aunty n uncle got it on tuesday..while i got it on wed..

wad v cold after bathing..wear a jacket over, cover blanket n went to bed wif only opened window..low fan..i still didnt sweat..haha..had a great night..but feel drownzy..everything seems to be spinning aroound me..including the sound of alarm..

end up waking at 7am..was kinda shock..coz obvious is 7 am..but the sky is still dark..my bro n parent is not awake..haha so tt means everybody is late today!! haha..everybody had a nice slp..lol..wake my bro up but he is still in his lalaland..lol..till my dad wake him up..


didnt attend ass today..saw mama lam at the stairs..so suay..got my name down..and ask to do detention for 1 hr..but today i got performance so cant do it today..

.dun ruined it.


i took mths
to grow such a nice patel on u..
the feeling is nice
i feel so great and satisfy..

you juz took days for it to dry up,
colour fade and fallen patel..


the day..
when u slowly bloom..
i see the smile in u..
the sunshine
and bubbly side.

getting closer to feel u
hoping tt you too
will teach me to be bubbly like u..

finally oneday, i learnt ur bubbly smile..
i run over to u,
to realise tt i was wrong..

i keep thinking tt
your smile shines n nv fade..
u'll always be dancing..
spreading ur wamth around.

till oneday..
i run over juz to see
you dying and fading..

suddenly i kneeled down
burst out crying..heartache..
feeling stop n lock..

sobbing hard..not wanting
u to leave me alone
i can nv find it ever again..
never...


sunflowers..the fallen leaves
.i'm living without you.



stops.




.

.had some nice pic yet to be post..ahaha..and i like them all..enjoy

at my cousin house in malaysia.

is a great place to relax

thx to my bro at the back.


in cousin's car.



bleah.


gosh..tt's a cool car belongs to uncle.!!



hey..whose dog's this!! haha



hey..i like this pic!!







.sometimes when we touch.

.had a new hair cut.

ytd went to toa payoh for a hair cut..'kelly' shop price were expen $18 for a cut..den we went 'zip-z' hair cut for student is $13..reasonable..so went in..their skill not bad..

but went to sch..my friend some say is wild when i put out my side burn..some says it look wierd..not use to it..some says put the side burn behind ears look guai guai..alot of comment..n some say I LOOK OLD!!!NOT NICE... *sad*..

opp..hehe

cool angle`

.went to malaysia.

today is family day n for the first time since my childhood,i feel it..it was fun n warming!!!

early moring my cousin (ah long) came fetching us at 8.30am our house is very near to custom lo..haha..but waited awhile for my uncle..at 9.15..my uncle reach under blk..and off we go..

reach cousin house at 10+..early right...lol..had some explortion..food..n some fire crackers..it was lud..imaging this small stick cause loud sound..how about the big firecrackers??ahaha..it will be v great fun!!


reached!! NICE!!lets go in=>

isnt this house look great!! *falling for it*

have some food n chats! *blah blah blah* lets go up=))



this is piano room.

master room.

big fire cracker

my lydia cousin..same height.

me lighting up..

our driver