if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

as i flipped the pages of my album
i saw you and me in it
the silly smiles and the silly pose
the two little kids in us that show
memories brought Back reminds me that we all grow
wishing that this memories never go.

the friendship i cherished, the loves i treasured
the one i call a friend
the one that i really care
no matter how time and distant ban us from chatting
i assure you i am there.

wrote especially from shimin..my mom..
thou we saw each other in sch..but we hardly have time to talk..hehe..
but i still love my friend alots..

today the mediacrop ppl came down again for the full dress rehersal..was an CHAOS!!! haha..
and tt was actually our FIRST rehersal..and when they ask: "have u guys practise before?"

and we was like (nodding) :" yes yes yes!!"

wahkekeke...

white lies..

but there is this ms.bitch she pin-point tt my chi cannot make it..duh..u try doing it when u are nervous n shivering..*toot* her..n of coz i got annoyed

bull-shit!!

i shant talk anymore abt wad happen next..i'm tooooooo tired to think of anything..


the previous night..i had a ton..i didnt slp for 24hrs!!! break my record!!! was staying up the whole night in sch..for the showtime thingy.. damn shag can!!!

early dawn..when down to games area wif my cup noodles n watch sunrise wif taufiq..romantic huh..hehe..no la..we went down the field n took some freshing walk..hehe..while i sit n enjoy the change of colour of the sky..
bench..
me n my noodles

the light is yet to shine

ray of light!



sky breaks off../

being togehter for 3 years
it's sad to see this ending

she was being nice
and u took it for granted
she has yet to know u

u did it once
n there will be second n third time
for u
she changed to a better person

she's always there to get u back
n u take it as joke
trying to push ur luck

but this time u were over confident
u push it too much
n is over the limit
there is patient to everything

now tt she's really gone
n u start hurting urself
blaming n curse n swear
wad's the point now
my girl

there is no way u are going to get her back
back by ur side
now..finally u've come to ur sense
but it's too late

recall how u treat her?
all the ignorance
all the scolding n fighting
arguement?

it's not worth it
u should haf come to ur sense earlier
now..no point crying n punching urself
it's juz too late!

wad done is done
happened is happened
no way u can go back to her anymore

now she is attached
happily
she wont wan to get scolded anymore
if fate doesnt stop here
there will be a day
when u woke up
n there she is
beside u


blesses.

argh.

flu
coughs

been sick since last thursday..
start off wif bad sore throat..
then cought
den sunday start off wif flu
yeah i love flu!!
simply coz i hardly got a flu.hehe..

first day of sch
i saw u
u were stranger to me
and so am i

weeks later
i saw u again
u were angel to me
wif a caring smile


days after
i approach u
to be your friend
and slowly
we began

i said'
hold my hand
i'll lend the way
bring u to a place
where there is joy of ray

i cling on to u
n hold u tight
breathing in our fragrant
where it is always right

suddenly
things begin to change

month passes
we remain
but wad's the point
when i start to fade

i didnt wan to
but it juz happened
ask my heart
for the right answer

i was at a lost
but i didnt wan to show
i wan to see u happy
and tt's all

i was trap
in the world of mine
fear of losing
but i haf no choice

finally
i gut up
dare not face u
but i have to

'let's break'
is all i said
i was sad
n so was u

i didnt wan to see u cry
i never want to
i was afraid to face u
i was afraid to see u

i started it
n i end it
hope u understand
this is not i wan too

i dun wan to break ur heart
coz i'll haf to mend it
it's the hardest mend
tt'll nv be mended

i stamp a beautiful start
n left a bitter trash
u were my all
but my heart dun give it all

baby
i'll juz giving back ur fantasy
i've give my best
to put u back in a place
where u first come

pleash dun hurt urself
for a useless me
i've shattered ur heart
n left.

u can scold me
blame me
ignore me
but
please dun 'hate' me

i still miss u alittle
and let's still be friend


extract from real life'love hurts'
direct by 'candy soon'

-230506-

woohaa~~

finally the micstudio filming is over..phew...we can now concentrate our thingy on sat..hai..
gonna stress all-over again..*sigh

today the cheer filming wasnt good..the production expect action for our cheer so on the spot we haf to think of one..n was really fast wif a 'snap` and we haf our own action..NG lots of times due to the position n pronouns..hai..

ben was the host for this outdoor program..he's funny la..my malay friend got crazy over him can..lol..took a group photo wif him..great!!!

and i'm sick..having sore throat n cough..aiyo..hate it la..

got my blog skin changed!!!
hope it look nice..sweet n simple..

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start work..
first day of work
`wipe the glass
`wipe the mirror
`sweep the floor
`mop floor
TORTURE!!!!

second day...
reach at 10am
`clear carton
`sweep floor
`fold bag
`slack abit
`check stock
`chat
`tell cold jokes
FUN!!!

total of standing hours=12hr!! (including standing in train and walking)
TIRING!!!

the sup n office ppl there not bad..care for me, at least.
talkable people..
colleage was friendly..around my age..thx god..

12 may 2006

took some pic of boy boy..
so damn it cute can..heh.


he's trying to see my phone!


reach out for the phone!




angry wif me..hrump..



ignoring me...



wearing my head band..
off to com...




com expert!!


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12 may 2006

today i got another kor kor..hehe
reason:
he's caring..
always help me wif my studies
joke around
no temper!!

hehe..
smile ./ wink*
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8 may 2006

went to ikea wif my friends..
check out the props stuff for showtime..haiz..
inthe end we only found 2 items..

we had loads of fun..n crazy time there..it was so pai sai can
lol..but we still haf our pic taken..




here is my dream bedrooms..all so cosy..how i wish to carry it home straight away!!!



i like this pic alot..took by habib..i was afraid to smile then..thx god it turn out to be nice..hee hee

friends
come n go

but the kind ones
will stay

earth wont stop rotates
if somethings happen

time wont stop tickling
if happy moments where there

we must not give up
should anything happn to us
we must be strong to move forward
and get the problem solved.

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some pics of how the world would be like if girls rule!!!

















isnt' it funny n cute..hehe

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new phone i'm craving for!!!
finally i got my camera phone back..hehe..

bought 3250` woo~~~

twist n turn..hehe

now i shall take plenty n plenty of clearer pic..


pics to be soon real sooooon....

back to sch..
same old friend i missed.

new freshmen.
shouting.
talking along corridor.
late for lesson.
listen while teacher talking.
jotting down notes.
queing for food.
craving for sch yoghurt.
hi wif friends of diff class.
checking out class for lesson.
listening to mp3.
pressing phones.
taking pics.
muching.
exchange what teaher taught.


the hols really over..aw...

i've swear to study harder this time round..
i wan to make it to poly!!!
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actually had a day wif my daddy..but he busy doing things..so..gotta go out wif my bestie instead..


back to my child play..hehe..
back to TOY'R'US!!!
opps..hehe..

i disturb the `giraffe
i wore like the `princess
i heart the biggest `teddy bear
i hugs the biggest `doggie
i hug the `sponge
i cook like a `cheif
i push `babies trolley
i eat `ice cream

i enjoyed.

i eat..
the.spongebob

yea!!! my hp is alife once more!!!
thx to my bro's itchy hand..hehe
he was in the room alone while he took my hp n press the "ON" button
there..miricle appear..
the light is on!!!!!

oh my god..

it's alife!!!
jumping wif joy

there..
i hurriedly slot in my sim n memory card
lastly battery

i on it slowly
ta-da..
lights on..
"Nokia" appears..

phew~
once again..i got back my phone...


11.31pm....