if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

FINALLY FINALLY..HOLIDAY IS HERE!!!!
let's PARTY to the MAX!!!!

argh..1 word.. relief ...ow~

after being struggling in sch for the past 1 month 2 week..i really need a proper rest!!!
work n studies..first time juggling..damn it tired.. gosh .. aw....

a wave had pass yet another bigger wave is approaching..

someone gonna save me wif a big float!!! (gagaga!)


hols.....
i swear i'm going to plan this hols a enjoyable one..not a day to waste man... "shopping" .. "hit town" .. "yum yum" ..n lot more..not forgetting the "plenty of tanning session..!!!" ((cravings))

first week of hols i'm not going to work..i took a week of rest..to enjoy n finish up my sch assignment..

PlAnS...
monday--mom b'day celebration
tuesday--hit town wif baller
wednesday--dug in sentosa'
thursday--back sch for bbal training session
friday--movies at home

sat n sun--working once more..

boring..
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getting ready..
oh btw..juz bought 2 plain bikini from Sheer Romance..the price was reasonable.. 1st piece=$24, 2nd piece @ 50%..so i only pay $36 for tt 2 piece..


and bought a brown top from skinnie..

i was so bored again tt i took pic of my bear..i take him alone wherever i go..hehe..

and opps..

my teacher saw wad i was doing n ask
mrs you:"candy..u got nothing better to do is it?" (haha)






ain he cute??hehe
















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my sec sch friend..eve..also copy me to haf a phant phant..lol.. guess she n i got the thing alike..

took afew pic in my class for the past few days..i was so bored argh!!!




















see all my friend is like so hard working..except me..my paper was stuck..haha i should buck up already candy..

i sat, n waited;
hoping for the day
tt u come i take me away

hoping for a second
tt i could be a cinderella
but it seems so impossible

i admire her gown
her high-heels;
her elegant;
her beauty;

i'll nv look niec in anything
thou many say argh
but deep in me
i know it..

i'm ugly;
not a glance would be put on me
not even once..

i'll nv be...

i'm ugly..

ahas.. finally over.. and we got in 2nd... remain in our position..phew..thx god

THX FRIENDS OUT THERE FOR UR FULL SUPPORT N VOTING..WE WILL DO A BETTER JOB FOR THE NEXT COMPETITION..CONT TO SUPPORT US..
MUACK N HUGS..

Finally..my friend got a blog!!!

applause!!!!!!

she solve it out herself.. *clever*

but i read her blog i kinda sad..they go jalan jalan nv jio me!!! sob sob...but the last time i went out wif them..i feel weird..kinda cold n stranger-like towards candy, caiying, suxian and laywan..

i also found out tt as we grow..it's more difficult to make friend?? haha depend..some only..lol..

had an early celebration of father day..

venue: Sembawang Shopping Centre

the thai food there is kninda yum thou..
together wif my aunt.. (dad's younger sis)
after tt..went to sembawang beach for a stroll..
been age since we last been there..
lot of things changed...
but memories still remain..

my teddy fight wif football lion!!

bought this birthday bear for the group of us..hehe..

SC..NOI..SAM..CANDY..

took some pic wif my best friend too..Aw... they are sweet to me.. precious..




first attempt..too bright


second attempt..too dark



third try..best shot!!



nice pic wif my "mom"



another try!!


group pic..!! the 3 bestest!!



me n bai.."square"

is my leg longer or shorter??

took some pic at my work place..



DO ENJOY

NEW PIC

group photo of my over all present!!! muack..

the day she went away
(8june87)
the day i lost her totally

7june87
i wash the cage
change the wood dust

she was there
sitted quietly..
i stroke her fur softly

pushing here
hoping she would move a little
but she was too weak n skinny

the glance she look at me
make me wonder
is it hate or bear-me-not?

i ignore

i cont to stroke on her fur
not knowing tt
this would be the last
time i ever touch her..

her gentleness..
her movement when she saw me
her squeakin sound to call out to me
the eyes glance she lay on mine

all this was deeply in my heart..

next morning
i stare at the cage.
she lay still wif woodshave cover on her
not moving
cold
slient

tears roll down

she's gone.
i've lost her.

the last stare
the last touch
the last feel of her fur
tt was the last time.

i didnt wan this to happen
but she has gone to a happier place
a place where she has got no danger..hunger

now i'm left wif boy boy..
i shall take good care of him..
play more often wif him..

i heart him
i heart her

In Memory Of Girl Girl
i wan her to stay wif me..
a second she was breathing
the next
she's gone
fast.

when i jus bought her.lil`her.





the last pic tt i took of her..



i dun wanna bid goodbye

but i had to...




she has left.

when for the NYAA talk today..didnt listen to wad the man standing there talking..lol..instead..i play wif my besdi..lol..took some pic while on the bus..

i was like damn bored can!!!













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took some pic wif my table mate..hehe..she didnt realise tt i took her pic..lol

sorry babes n dude
coz u gotta bear with this long blog
but a blog wif full of pic would be interesting...dun ya think??

it's a blog wif full of sweetness..warmness..surprise..coz
it's my BIRTHDAY blog!!!
ENJOY!!!


6 june 06
first celebration
straight after sch

celebration wif my classmate after sch..me n leng gave them a treat at swensen-j8.. *i'm sooo broke now*

present from the group..
special thx to my fellow friends:
-shuyu
-cihui
-subrina
-jinpin
-yuling
-yiwen
-siew guat
-siew geok
-leng yee
-keng hui

they got me a milk bottle n put in ONE year supply of candies n choco
inside..plus many many lolipops. n a big froggi loli..
*smuack to u gals*







#there is still lot more friends pic i didnt took..sorry babe..hehe shall take wif u gals one day..hehe













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2nd celebration
straight after the first celeb

celebration of kaiying n me birthday..2-in-1..lol


special thx to:
-sam
-dawn
-besdi
-KY


meet up 5.30 at PS cafe cartal..but as usual..my pattern can.. LATE!!! for 30 mins.. *gosh* sorry babes..had a great meal thous..

present-mine-:
an orange DC backpack
a bundle of Roses
a homemade cake

present-KY-:
a t-shirt
a homemade cake


design by me n bestdi!!!


cake cutting session










gotta click`em


dawn got me another present..the cheerleader girl` woo~
i like it lot too....





















Ms Leong n Candy2 gave me n kaiying a present each n they bought me strwberry..thx god last time i didnt go buy..phew~




















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celebration mwi the most impt person in my life..
MY FAMILY!!! they are the best!!!

special thx to
mama
papa
sis
bro
yisen..

present
dad-penguine marshmallow pillow
sis n yisen- bluetooth drive and adidas shirt..
thx alot..

tobeupload!!!!....

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on my actually birthday
7 june.. `` awww..so sweet of them..muackz..

celeb wif mic studio...
thx gang up wif a story n try to bluff me..haha is a good try thou..
they make up story such tt this particular person wanna quit den ask me how..den mayb we'll kana kick out my the mediacorp ppl etc etc.. they even act quarreling..till madam salina also gang up wif them..lol..but she does look serious..!!!

special thx to:
madam salina
mr norman
habib
siying
taufiq
sean
khairu
apple
aisha
nisa
farah
wewe
hanis
really thx u guys n babes..

swensen ice cream cake..melt'in fast thou..
such a big teddy bear from them.















thx guys for ur birthday song..muack..


memories





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thx mom..
"shi min"
xiao bai"bai yan" i heart them..

thx for making a trip down to bishan n bought me 2 gifts..
i love the elephant n doggie..both cute n adorable..haha dun argue..
muz love n care..hahaha
i really tot one of them is for ah ma" fen ru" lo haha..

thx anyways...
love *smuack* hugs* lika always..!



elephant from my "mom"
xiao bai wif the doggie..












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my sec sch friend lie to me too..lol..saying tt they didnt bought me gifts..lol..but they did..tt's for sure..hehe..muack
it a unique piece.. coz i like ppl make thx for me..*cheers..













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i also wanna thx all my friend who wish// SMS me "happy birthday"..
"so sweet of u too"
((some i didnt expect they will remeber but they did..cool..haha))

thx to bball mates: they sing "birthday song" while doing crunches ..haha..




a presentful b'dae
thx babes n dudes..love it`smuack