if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA

haha..turning 19 this year le..
so fast we had been friends for 6 years long...!!!
[[and continue]]
may all your wishes come true..
do work n study hard okies..


today had a mini celebration with her
me n eve went to her house n gave her prezzie n cake..

she got tricked
eve used a dough n make a mini cake out of it
angela scream when she open it..
she keep asking "got this type of cake ar?" "serious meh?"
after a few time qns, she ask do we need lighter? (coz there's candle )haha..
and we ask her go n take..haha

when she's back..we told her the cake smells great! i bent forward to smell n she ask "y u smell?!!!"
and we tell her this is the fake cake lah!!!
kekeke

i gave her a mickey mouse bag..she likes it..hehe..

and eve bought her her favourite cake!!!
STRAWBERRY cake!!!!
she wad like CRAZY over it..wahah~~~







W.I.G:
went to bedok then head to bugis then head to orchard
[[hehe]]
bedok to buy my winnie the pooh wall clock..
bugis to buy my pal [[angela]] mickey bag, me n SC shirt, eve birthday gift (currently still secret..hehe), got sasa a gift too ( you will know on monday),
orchard to get me rings. hehe..

SHANE!!!!





oh man..recently i was so crazy over "the L word"
gosh..shane n carmen were an item..cool..
they were handsome n pretty..
*gosh*
but i juz cant help myself but to fall for shane... [[argh]]
she has got
*husky voice
*manly look
*sexy lips
*boylish move
*she knows the move
*sweet kisses most of the time..

gosh it's driving me crazy once again..
HELP!!!





someone pls control me!!!! gagagaga..

found some cute pic in mail n i find it very cute
haha..

do enjoy...

you left me
without a sound
u lay motionless
on a nested ground

you aint touches the food
nor u touches the water

juz being restless
waiting for the time to sound

i wanted to touch u once more
i wan to get the last feel of u
but i was late
i was forgetful
and tt's how i lost you

now i can no longer feels your softness
heard your squeaking when i'm back home
i miss you squeak
i miss your sniff
i miss the banging sound when u drink water
i really regret

i did not spent time wif you
i'm bad
i didnt had time to play nor take you out
i'm a failure
i aint got the ability to raise you
n got u a small cage

you hadnt had space to run about
n your leg got numb
u limb
i aint notice it
till the very last time i see you
den i realise it.
i hadnt change your cage twice
for all was done by my mom

i had yet to carry you
feels your weight
glaze of your eyes
and u left

think back
it has really been a long time since i
last bath u
last carry you
last feed you
last play wif you

i miss you
i really do
i still remember the way you sniff my hand
the way u ate the vegi
the time we spent
and the things we play

i did promise i dun wanna let u go after girl girl
but i fail to do it
if only u do hang on there
and not leave me alone

i really miss u
i really do
i still wan you back once more

mayb u had given me many chance
but i dun appreciate
i took u for granted
and let u suffered


i'm left in the guilt
dun leave me.my boyboy

It's not easy love but you've got friends you can trust
Friends will be friends
When you're in need of love they give you care and attention
When you're through with life and all hope is lost
Hold out your hands cos friends will be friends right till the
End

Now it's a beautiful day
The postman delivered a letter from your best pal
Only a phone call away
You tried to track her down but somebody stole her number
As a matter of fact
You're getting to regret the way you once treat her




i miss her.
(mom~shimin, xiao bai, jin pin, noi, ET, cui ping, samantha, hui shan, dawn etc)

I Wanna Love You Forever
-Jessica Simpson-
.Sweet Kisses.


You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

Chorus:
I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
and felt the fire of your sweet embrace
I swear I knew
I wanna love you forever

Verse:
My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
And that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fail
Be at the mercy of a man,
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are

Chorus

Bridge:
In my life I've learned that heaven never waits
Let's take this now before it's gone
like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me..I'm gonna Love

Chorus

Absolutely Everybody
-Vanessa Amorosi-


Absolutely Everybody,


Everybody needs a little loving,
Everybody needs somebody thinking of them.
Everybody needs a little respect,
And whatever it takes,
I'm gonna get it.

Everybody needs a hand to hold,
Someone to cling to
When the nights are getting cold.
I'm no different,
I am just the same,
A player in the game.

Absolutely everybody,
Everybody, everybody.
Absolutely everybody
In the whole wide world.

Absolutely everybody,
Every boy and every girl,
Absolutely everybody.

Everybody needs a human touch.
I can't live without it,
It means too much to me.
Everybody needs one true friend,
Someone who'll be there ¡®til the very end.

And absolutely everybody breathes,
And everybody, everybody bleeds.
We're no different,
We're all the same,
Players in the game.

Absolutely, everybody,
Everybody, everybody.
Absolutely everybody
In the whole wide world.
Everybody breathes,
And everybody needs.
Absolutely everybody.

Absolutely everybody.

Every boy and girl,
Every woman and child.
Every father and son.
I said now everyone,
Yes now everyone.

Everybody needs a human touch.
Everybody, everybody needs love.
I'm no different,
I am just the same,
A player in the game.

Absolutely everybody.

This is My Home
-kaira gong-

This is my home
She's everything to me
Grace and beauty
In all that you see

My island home
Wherever I may be
I never will forget her
Nor will she forget me

Chorus ^
And I will sing
A song of home
A land of peace
Where dreams are born everyday
My home
Wherever I may be
I believe
You will always be a part of me ^

My island home
Home of my family
This is my future
Where I want to be
(This is my future
This is my home)

Repeat Chorus x 2

My home
Wherever I may be
I believe
You will always be a part of me
A part of me

she shared alot wif me on the train..
about her life
her story
on why here dad shout at her
tt early morning

her training story
about how humans being can be so realistic
how bias they can be
how lucky those girls can get into team

i'm so happy to be her listening ears.

**********************************

i have learn alot thru this bball match..
i wanna be a better player..
i wanna cont my skill after grads!!!

**********************************

mayb someday..we'll understand why are we all thinking in this way
why our thinking is the same
we think tt she's noisy
kpo

**********************************

my cough still spinning around in my throat
*cough cough*
my voice still yet to be back
but very soon
i'll get it back
my voice!!!!
lalalal




akon-belly dancer

CC1 VS CE1

wad can i say.. kinda easy task
didnt had enough run
i can do more okay!!!haha

after tt we plan to go ikea..but end uptime is running..n we shop at tampines mall instead..

joleen had her hair cut..
not bad..
but her side burn's gone..hahaha
the shop trademark!
















cutting













crossing her leg!

while waiting..go n try my luck on they thingy pig..cute!

Good Bye Showtime

today our classmates plus some sch mate come out n give us a support..but sad to say we disappointed them..we could not make it to finals..but for us..at least we did hit semi-final rather den the first competition we fail it ya..

we were at the back stage rehersing..during the last rehersal, i feel like crying..dunno y but got this strong feeling..den when all the supports arrived, there is a tv showing them. when i saw our schmates on tv..i burst into slight tears..no because i knew we'll lost to others sch but coz they came all the way down n i dare to say we didnt put in much effort in it coz during our last week before the fliming..we juz complete our props on thursday mid-night..gosh..no rehersal at all until we reach the studio..

after the whole competition..we went back backstage..all was like bursting into tears..coz finally there is a stop to all our hard work..all the night we spent in sch..all the stay-up late at night..all the business..the pack schedule..but most importantly..we'll miss all the fun n happening time we spent together..sigh..


catch us on:
Tuesday
Ch8
8pm

I LOVE MY FAMILY

i begin to miss them everyday..
i go home every day
i dun get to see my mama much
[[she slps early for work the next day]]
i dun get to see my papa till eary morning
[[come back either early or late n went to bed]]
i dun get to talk to my bro much
[[he slps early, next day schooling]]
i dun get to talk to my sis abt my personal stuff
[[she's busy wif her friend]]


when i reached home..
i touch my guinea pig
n tears start rolling down
coz i miss girl girl..and now boy boy is alone
i stretch my hand out to touch him
he seems happy as he jumped
i feel tt i'm a bad owner..
i did not take proper care of him
everytime he sense me coming
he would squeak..
so cute his voice...
i wish he dun go away so soon
i still wan him to stay alot more longer..

i used to think the person who love me to m,ost in this world would be my ah ma..
my papa
i was happy to haf them..they are the most important person in my life..
without my papa love and care n thoughtfulness,
i would be a useless person..
my papa show me how to care n love people even though they were in the wrong.
i had his height, his temper, his caringness

I LOVE YOU AHMA AND PAPA...


i start to miss every single one of you..
including my mama sam..xiao bai..[[we seldom talk in sch le.. sorry girls..it's my fault..]]

friendly at NYP

wad to say..

rating....
hardness: ****
skill:*****

they are great n competitive..thx god it was over..but tomolo is at TP..gosh..heard tt they are new..so ya hope we can play better than...

was transfer from Gb to Ga..sam welcome me in msn..thx sam!!! *touched*
i'll do well de..i'll go for the ball n chiong like a mad person..geehee***

during the match...

SHE come over n talk to SC n cui ping etc telling hem y are they fearful of the player? y scare of them?muz gan gan do the layup n passes..

hello..we are not fearful ok..juz tt they are stronger then us n we seems to be defeated by them.. u think it is easy to play against strong opponent? y not u go down n haf a try..mayb after tt u would say more encouraging words instead..gagahaha..

as time passes by..

people changes

even me

some are real fake

some are real friendly

some are over friendly

but we cant haf perfect friend

we can only choose friend

decided to befriend if we suites each others..

remember when i was younger..in primary sch.. when we dislike other person..we'll juz tell them straight in their face..

in secondary sch..we still did tt in sec 1..but as we grow..i think we're too busy wif our studies..we didnt even wanna say to them

in ite..we shut our mouth n only to our close friend..it's hard to find one too..

we cant judge a book by its cover..the cover mayb worn n torn..but the information in it was malvo..you'll nv know..

y cant we juz tell striaght in the face about wad u dun like about tt friend of urs?? it's not wrong to do tt except it hurts..

have my blogskin changed for a fresh look..hehe
do readers like it..hehe..

i like this skin coz of the colours n is sunset!!! lol..



enjoy..

8aug06.celebrations.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

sin is turning 41 ths year..and this is the last year they are going to held the celebration at kallang stadium...!!!
kinda 'se bu de' sob sob...stop it cry baby...

-celebration in sch was boring in the morning..coz tt arts dance we had watch it b4.. *yawns* half way thru..we sneak to canteen for breakfast.. *yum
-follow by a skit from outside team.*so-so*
follow by our NDP motivators to do some dancing at the ampi n bishan wave?!! peepz are juz not active
-end of programme n time for booth..

anyway no point typing coz is simpily boring.. double yawns..

*************
when to see fire work at esplande today..it was singapore fireworks..

schedule:
friday n sat is italy i suppose??!!!
9pm..

it was superb..tt's y i forget all abt taking down pics!!!

3 aug 06.

when to mustafa on thursday noon wif my friend to shop for props..

funs.

we walk past this buliding wif full of pics pasted there..




then..we spot this chief in the building..which look like my kor kor(jia wen)




me:"hi kor kor..wadcha doing here? with a frying pan? are u going to demo a live cooking????!!!!."


as we walked..we found the party corner..

















i found a tiny fury hand bag!!!
















a messy wig....and....--->>






I WORE IT!!! it's very ugly can!!! argh!!


juz for a laugh




a bird house in shopping centre?? halo..anyone in there??




i've got wings?? angel wings??

i believe i can fly~...





his ambition: becoming a bad wizard!!! wahahaha..




i'm going for a party for a prince charm..this shall do me a great deal..haha..




dun tell me he's following me to the party...no-way!!!




i wanna be the princess!!!

to my player...central

my player who is reading this..kindly tag at my tagboard if u read this post...thx..

sorry to all abt my bad bad mood n attitude..i'll change..i'll play well in match..*promise*
should you see me venting my anger on court again..PLEASE.. warn me.. ask me to control my temper...thx..

i juz wan to do well for our group..and improve at the same time...!!!!

jia you to all..



muackzZz..hugs.kisses!!!!

rats.fcuk.moron.retards.wretched.selfish.arrogant.think-big.pique.fantasize.uncivilised.PUERILE(immature).pugnacious(quarrelsome,hot-tempered).idiotic MAN!!!!!

yes..i admit tt i'm damn F****** HOT now...and thx god i haf 'ching teng' in the fridge to cool off myself!!

tt ridiculas MAN!! my sup..tt bloody man..
he is so damn rude to ppl can..no respect at all..

why would i complaint..coz he got his pay in a very damn easy way..no sweat man..juz sit there for the long pointless afternoon in front of the cashier..and flipping thru the 'newspaper'..doing so words puzzel..and WITHOUT serving a single customer!!!! he..as a sup.. should show some examples right..but he juz simply sit there..doing nothing n every single thing in the shop is done by us CAN!! he only good at his stinks mouth..she the office ppl make a visit here..he den close his newspaper..took a stand inbetween the racks n pretend to serve a customer or pretent to be alert for customers..only GOOD at 'pai ma pi'(acting well infront of big ppl).

wonder if he's a MAN or GAY...so girlish wif tt stupid looking hair of his..not doing anything to it..and he still got the cheek to critise ppl's way of styling..or rather pick on the type of girls he like or prefered.. PLEASE LA..LOOK AT THE MIRROR FOR YOUR REFLECTION CAN..BUT JUZ AFRIAD TT THE MIRROR WILL CRACK!!!

he's such a "lao kock kock" lor..stare at girls body outline, thier bust n butt..how would i know? ahas..forget to mention..coz he would tell us abt the girl tt juz walk pass our shop or the girl IN our shop..! he is damn phyco adult..

there was once when he's working at suntec outlet..a sales person help all of them to buy lunch..after he had his lunch..he had an upset stomach..and he blame his colleage weather they put any poison in his food..isnt he unreasonable??!!!! ridiculas till my ass....!!! he has got a weak stomach n he push the blame to others..why other ppl eat the same food as him didnt get food poisoning?? stupid MAN... then if ppl got him the wrong food..he wont want to eat it...he throw away... fussy MAN.. or one word CRAZY!!! all the heads know his pattern n all ignore him..even the head spoke to him b4 lor..asking him dun be so damn idot straight wif his words..he didnt know his words can spoil ppl mood.. thx god tt till now..4yr+ he didnt haf a GF...he matches NO girl ok..so unreasonable papaya..no girl is worth falling for him..is 'she' does..she's throw her money n time into a big waste bins..it's good to leave him single forever..n mind you..with his this kind of pattern..still haf girls willing to lost her vigin to him..oh my god..where's her eyes man..big fool..he cheats!!

he thinks he's perfect n he can pick on girls..please la..grow up la..so old already lor..think he aged abt 30+..

if ppl didnt buy him or treat him..he'll classify tt person as selfish, stingy.oh please..if treat him..is the same as throwing money in the dustbin..wad a waste..!! and once you teat him..he expect you to treat him weekly or often..if you stop doing..he'll say "stingy"

with his this type of attitude..only we can stand him ok..he quit his previous job coz he didnt get along well wif his colleage..he did mention tt he work till end of this year..bless he take his words..then we no longer haf to see n gaggle wif his idiot face..

ytd incident:
a customer ask him some unanswerable qns n he told us wad the customer ask..so i juz kindly say :"mayb u should ans him......" b4 i even complete my sentense, he shot back :"diam lah (shut up la)..so kpo!"

banana split can!!! argh

i was being nice to joke abit there..n his splited mouth stinks big!!! so wad if he's my sup..he's juz there to look at us work OK..even my mom didnt scold me using this uncivilised words lah!!! he dun even haf the right in the first place to scold me lor!!! shit*!!!!

today incident:
saw my frined at citylink..on our way to work..we were both late..so we decided..if we go late for 1 min..5 bucks will be deducted..if we reached at 11.12...5 buck will also be deducted..so we might as well be late ya..so we went to ZARA for a quick shop..haha..fun!!

we went back to shop at 11.11am quietly we put our bag..get change n start work.. dun even bother to talk to him..anf for this..we didnt talk to him for one whole day!!! except when we ask him wad does he want for his meals...

when time to knock off..we talk to us abt the late coming..i was late only for the 3rd time..and he made a fuss over tt..worst then a woman..keep nagging n nagging..i didnt even wanna hear..

he gave me 2 choice..
-ask for 11.15 of 11.30 to start work
OR
-go back to previous outlet..

i dun even bother to give him a reply..coz my friend 'winnie' is working at my current work place so i would choose to stay there..why should i leave for the sake of his words..his words stinks...

he then add " when i say 1..nobody can say 2" whaaaa..he's BIG man.. scary..my FOOT ar..he's not the biggest i wanna make this clear..he's juz a sup..n tt is for a better name..but overall..he's still worker..working for company..company hied hime to work not to shake his smelly leg in the outlet..and leave all the job to us.. he's too arrogant..

my overall conclusion is

his words are all RUBBISH!!

late.

ok..let me start off wif the national day preview..
got the tickets from dawn..
on the same preview day..my bball senior also going..but we only meet up after the whole thingy..reached there around 5+ near 6..haha

the show..dance was not as nice as the past few years performance..anyway i can say it has nv been nice before..opps..all u see is the change in colour..pattern..formation..

anyway guess the crowd has got the same thinking..they only love the showcase of pilot flyover..and shooting of fireworks..haha the fireworks was the most beautiful event tt night..ahas..



humans spreaded all over the place..whooooos~




match in "...left, left, left, right, left..."



in position..getting ready..




wish i can stand there oneday.. ...dreaming*...



wow...*drools* huge cake!! but!!it's not edible...sob...

they form at "2006"


here fly out national flag!!
"..majula singapura.."




here comes the fake president..wahahaha..