all that matters is love ever after♥

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

***
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

***
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is easiest when I'm around you

***
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

***
Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

11:59 pm♥

cross-country

was great..
raining in the rain
was drizzling endlessly

wad big n became small again
but when the time come for the run..
it turn heavy again
darn*
wad damn cold wearing sleeveless n FBT shorts for the run la

my time is damn sux la..
the worst staminal
drop damn lot
hate it..
but swore tt i didnt do my best
no point when i dun even know the ending point..
was muddy with rain splashing on your face and into the mouth

wad drench wet
but haf a great time running in the rain
end of runs refuse the be back in the tent
enjoying the feel of the beating of rain

saw my swimming coach
*misses* wif emo
loves

took pics wif pretty n loves..
(to be up soon)

11:42 pm♥

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

kayaking was fun thous
with our feet, socks and shoes
all in the seawater
yuckies n wetties

didnt like it a first
but i feels fun thou!!
cant wait to get my butt seated on the boat
hands holding the paddle

had a fun time at the training point
partner: zhuang man
she's like cute la!
(no wrong meaning ok!)

start paddle all the way till bedok jetty(4.30++?)
rest and cont for extra miles
U-turn back to coast near jetty
and had our bathe and tent setup
(reach at 5)

was sharing it with zhuang man, michelle and tinxian
michelle was like so damn idiot la..
lazy around the tent when we're all going to jetty for a walk
end up dragging her instead
= S

didnt know tt beaches stars is so nice
first time i'm lookin at the night sky late at night
pretty pretty
got michelle up to company me talk
and we only slept for 3 hours?
wad damn tired the next day

6:40 pm♥

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

hmm

well..

i kinda like my sis

kinda adore to haf a sis

but sometimes she is so really bad that i hate her super much

but hope tt she'll read my post n change to treat me better lor

hehe

i love it when we were talking abt fashion

wif no quarrels n fighting

provided

like today

she cares

coz we were sitting at the back for the bus

she sat inside, follow by bro den left me sitting outside

facing the middle

what's more, i'm wearing mini skirt

so she told my bro i sit outside sure expose de, asking him to move to the side

WEE~~

den lunch time she went to buy food and we both share..

I ADORE MY SIS

(she better adore me back k)

12:25 am♥

honey it's been the 3rd day since i last saw you..i really miss u deeply..i wanted to hug n kiss you closely..but we cant meet up yet.honey i reaaly feel like dropping tears when we part..i dun wan u to leave me..i wan you to stay wif my..i now realised tt you mean alot to me..i love you deeper le..baby..i promise i'll change my temper to alot more better k..but i wan you to be there when i cried..you once said tt i should be strong but i juz cant do it..i'm too emo..i really cant live without you..i wish i could be strong like you..i dun wan to drop tears so easily..all i wan is someone who love me deeply..care for me always..i love you mroe each day honey.love.

12:06 am♥

Monday, February 19, 2007

i always tot you will be there for me

be there when i was sad

be there when i needed a listening ears

be there when i drop my tears

be there when i need a shoulder to lean

now that my tears has drop

but..where are you my love

why u choose to leave me?

before i go off

u look at me

signal to me tt you will be fine

and u gave a promising look

your gaze followed mine

i put my heart in you

2 hours later

i heard something i alwasy dun wish to hear

you left me

and go to a virtual world by yourself

why u choose to make me hapy n left all by yourself

not wanting me to she you lie down

not moving

but i still wanna thx you for leaving such a beautiful memory in me

not wanting me to see the sad emo you haf

nor wanting me to feel emo

now tt you haf left for for 1yr6mth

but when ever i'm feeling sad or down

i still thought of you

i think of the time i bath you

i play wif you

i stroke you

you sat quietly on my lab

feeling my existence

i really miss you deeply

now tt i realized tt i've left a place for you in my heart

love.

11:39 pm♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVES

today is the first day of lunar new year

happy happy

woke up at 10

(coz i slept at 3a.m ytd kz)

woke up..

bath..

dress up

make-up

off to grandma house at 11+

opps..

youngest aunty already reach since 11am

haha..

reach ah ma house with alots of comment every year

"stef sun is here!!"

*roars

glad to meet up with all my lil' cousin

oh my

how tall have they grown

the lil love tt i use to took care of her dear

has already starts pri 2!!!

but non-the-less

they are still very adorable..

espcially my youngest cousin

lydia..turnin 5 this year..

haha

she's pretty shy thou..

*pinch her cheek*

**************************************

previous day

REUNION DINNER

had our reunion dinner at ahma house for the first time in my 19 years

wasnt really all united to had dinner coz of the small size table

well..let the adults haf the taste first

took some food to the living room n enjoy.

cant believe tt my ahma cook still taste the best

*mamameya*

(4 thumb out of 5)

p/s: ahma.. i miss u so much..at the touch of your hand, oh my, how old have you age..you have come a long way in your life..now is the time tt you finally rest..less worries..less bother

ahma..how much have i miss you..the touch of your soft skin makes me feel like i was young again..young when you use to take care of me..

ahma..how much have i lost you..now then i know..i wish you were young n strong again..with your caring eyes..you look after me desite my slientness. i love you ahma.

'bro&me on e way back from dinner

'he's my naughty cousin boy'

"his sis"

'this is cousin xiang xiang..hair tied up by mu uncle..cant believe right..neither do we!"

cousin xiang xiang

'she's my lil love..the shy girl.'

lydia

'my youngest uncle..lydia's dad"

'simpily love hugging her'

'back at my house playing barbie.

happy.

'they getting busy with barbie house..'

1:56 am♥

Friday, February 16, 2007

Had a bedok reserviour run on wed
weather was damn hot lar!!!

so i decided not to run

sc also CAN'T run

so left with noi n tyna

(pouring cool water all over their body for cooling)

the first guy came in seems so fcuking relax lar

no panting or thirst-looking expression can

he look so relax

as if he only run for warm-ups!!!

the first girl came in was from tp

(well i forget her name..sorry)

she was a nation long dist runner

juz started training last year and she inproved super much

lesson: do more training n built up endurance, perseverance.

WINS!

got a nice pic of maine n sharon

was an artistic shot kay

lol..

p/s: anyone wanna ask me to be their camera girl??!!

ahahas..

maine

sharon

9:44 pm♥

ok..
first thing i wanna say is
I HATE THE NEW LAYOUT OF GOOGLES BLOG!!!!!
ok..maybe i'm still blur with the layout
but i find it difficult to blog n post pic..
my words will automatic space out by itself..
argh
then i'll haf the backspace it in place.
*snort

if anyone one know abt this matter i'm talking abt
pls teach me.

thx wif a smile!
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anyway
today's evening
it starts to pour heavily once i reach my station
wad to do when i'm stuck at the station
helpless!!
tot of calling home for help
but...nah..
seems troublesome
so decided to wait in the shuttle

god know
as i stood
the time has already tick away with half hour!!
argh
i cant keep standing there n stare in the rain
so i decided to walk in the rain instead

feeling was good thou
cooling
its been month since i last got drench in the rain

walk all the way till under block
but half way through
i was already wet like nobody business
lol
but thanks god that there was a kind middle age lady
together with her son
(her son held on to one umbrella himself)
so his mom offer to shettle me over to the other block
THANKS LADY!!!!!

well
at least i could feel warmness
thou the weather was cold with my drench uni!

today i bLiNk with sMiLez!

9:19 pm♥

Thursday, February 15, 2007

wow..

new year is getting closer n closer..

left ONE MORE DAY!!!!

den will be reunion night..

this year,

parents decided to chill out at ahma house..

together with my relative n cousin

should be cool huh

first time in my 19 years of life..

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