if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

Drifting...

you said,
you felt the gaps between us.
coz we hardly contact ad i kinda distance from you

i dun mean to bun,

you said you tried to avoid songs, place and things that remind you of me
but for me,
i'll remember and will recall those happy moment we spend tgt

now i'll going to fill up the gaps between us.
i dont like the idea of u n hong getting closer

i dun want her to plant something at the opposite side of ur heart.

sooooo
i'm gonna fill it back!!!

要记得我

要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
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要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我
要记得我 要记得我 要记得我

我会的

i miss the way...

i miss the hugs
i miss the smile
i miss looking at you up close
and i dont wanna stop it all

let nature take place
we aint going to do anything
juz smile our way thru
and make it happy, you said

thinking is not up to our decision but pressure
silly
u didnt pressure me
or make things difficult
you dont have to do anything
but juz to come find me
and it actually make me smile my way through the whole day!

remmber the pool
remember the cinema
remember the carnival
remember the cozy room =)
remember the forfiet u did
remember scanning thru the canteen and saw you
(it really brighten my mood)
(how i hope it happen everyday, i dun mind the same scene happened again)


thx for all the things u done
and be the pillar for my day.

爱?恨?

我一知以为,
在我们的爱情路上,
都是我在你的背后,追着你.
从未停过.

至道有一天,
我不在追了,
我放弃了,
了解了是时候到你追我了,我才体会到你追我的感觉.
是多么甜蜜=)

我珍惜和你在一起的时光, 也发现,其实是很短暂的.

很多时候,
我想放弃,但是,
我做不到

因为,
我爱你

lil Bed

made a lil bed for my hons
wanted to give her on sat but didnt have time to finish
ya..
so only can give her today(mon)

consist of pillow, bolster,blanket and bed.
cute right.
is made for the flying pig!!!
i wan it for myself
but
i can actually make it anytime thou =))

Mr NICE faci!!!










*they making tags at weiyi's blog about arrti's friend and wrote" heard from arrti you are a british India...ILU.." hahaha

*poor arrti and shan, just wanna take a pic but it seems forever....all thx to JAMAL!!!*haha

As Promise

As Promise,
i'm here to blog again.
super long time didnt blog
feeeelllllssss....
so good.


school haven't been good
lacking behind
sucks at presenting
cant they just give me chance to present it?
cant they give me a chance to do a great presentation?
hell HELL

i wanna speak up!!!
*silent scream*
i wanna get good grades!
*hippy*
i wanna stop reciving comment by faci that i'm quiet!!!!!

ANY ADVISE PLEASE TELL ME!!!!
MOM: TELL ME HOW TO BE MORE TALKATIVE!! AS WELL AS PRESENTATION SKILL CAN!!! THX.

I dun like him
DONT LIKE HIM!!!!
tml will be in the same group as him.
he talk big,
as big as the whale can be
he keep saying;
"come'on we can do it!"

he always stress at work,
he does not know how to do work
he suck SUck SUCK!!!
what's more i'm in the same group as him for 3 times per week!!!
this is killing me..

the way he talk is
BREATHELESS!!!!
he make me feel that.
bad bad BAD!!!!
never like him since the first week!
i'll 忍忍忍!!!!

i'll continue to jia you
she can score a A
why cant i!!!!
shit!
molly minnie

.Screwed.

THE Swing;

My Maze!!



Had programming lesson today
and we learnt how to creat a basic maze game
(actually juz to test our understand of today's lesson juz need to design a maze!)



Mr.W saw my maze and say is not tt good
so redo the maze
change only the back ground



she's like Nice~ Cute~ =s
is kiddish la but she says "dun care..i think is nice can le"
touch smiles and happy!!

Weird....-Mr.Wei

seeing your msn msg
i felt weird
a feeling that i never imagin
it'll landed on you

i msg you,
u sound sian
i prompt it again
but you reject

i donno wad is on your mind
i cant sense you.
you seem troubled but
no a word breathe

you chase me to slp
saying dun wanna waste my sms
i felt down.

you said "love song-Fang Da Dong"
is nice, i listened
and enjoy.

i grow towards that song.
coz it remind me of you.

i hope there's a love song in us
you said status doesnt matters
what matters is wad we know in heart.

i'm afraid of the leave you will take
afraid you'll dist me
afraid that you'll leave my world
afraid you wont wanna be my friend

i tot everything is ssmooth
but it aint as simple as it seems

iHEARTu~

Molly Cows~freak freak


it have been a shit 2 weeks
all the bloody freaking bits quarrel
don't u have had enough??!!

i might be reaching my limits lah!!
every single day quarrel
everything i do
u juz freaking *f*** me.

wad do u wan!!!!???
cant we juz F*** one day without quarrel?

wad the ass u wan.
tiny bits of things u quarrel!!!

freak.
i had enough!
bloody nonsense

Mr.Z~ hur?!!

happening!!
argh..dunno where should i start
it juz happen... at sentosa la!!!

blah blah blah

and *pang* he said he's interested in me!
shit..holy mamas

i nv tell him i'm sort of..
attach la~!!
argh
nvm.. dont bother.!!

was pretty shock today
2nd break,
was abt to go meet "Mr" W for lunch
juz abt to open the door,
ivy came in and is like
"HI"

i was like " huh? how come she know my class??"
den i was like "shit, dont tell me Mr. Z is here!!???"
argh
indeed he was there.. with his khakis

they sort of make fun of him la..
i was shy too la~

den he's like "hey last cookies lei"
den his friend is like "Mr.Z i tot u wanna play the forfeith??? put the cookies at the mouth den someone have to bite it"
argh
PS la~!!!

nvm
then they are like "Mr Z, why are u still holding the poky? i tot u wanna give it to someone? then still say muz be special~!"

holy cow
finally they are like going off le... haha den i can go meet my friend le..
woo~

Wipe my tears
when it drop


often i wonder
will you be there when i tears?

will you be the one wiping it off?

often i wonder
when will i ever meet mine?

are you somewhere out there waiting?
or you are actually beside me?


Mayb you're the one for me
the one that will hold my hand tight
and walk with me the dark scary path.
you held me tight in the darkness to give me warmth
the confident in you, you gave.
you stroke my head
to assure everythings is alright
you lend me your shoulders
to assure me you are there for me

no one will hurt you
no one will.

your scent brought me memories
the memories once so simple n sweet
the gift u gave
wad kept in a box, at a secret street

pictures of you
picture of me
the happy smile that once indeed
the future we shared
the dream we dreamt
hoping to be in our own secret land

time doesnt matters
things we did does
how we wish
the time can juz stop
for us

if love's abt sex appeal
there's no point in us
coz anyone can do it
but it wont last.

.simple.

why cant rs be simple??
how i wish is juz tt simple.
w/o hurt
w/o sadness
w/o jealousy


ihu
ilu

spongbob-bell (ring ring ring*)



"mr" wei call up and said
("hey where you? later can come out? wanna pass you sth")



she handed me a sch landyard
and i tot is really only a landyard
but it hang a spongbob bell!
lol
was really shock thou.
coz i tot she only wanna hand me the landyard la!!


kinda happy thou..haha
thx "Mr" W.
hahah

i search the crowd ilu.

i know u definately not gonna read this...but juz gonna write.


i'm sorry hons.
i promt u those qns
juz hope to know more
on how u think/look at me.

i'm bad
i fling?
ignore you?
treat you badly?
torture you (haha)?

but i told u
i think i like the feeling of in a rs.
starting of a rs.
sweet feeling
you smiled.
why?

i'm sorry i hurt u badly
tt's wad u said.
60% love 40% hurt
(tt's alot)
i know there's no way i can mend it back
i wanna let u go
but i cant.

i dun bear
but sometimes
i juz get sick
of all the quarrles we had
almost EVERYDAY!!!
why did this come back again?!!

tot we stop quarrles?
tot we claim peace?
i dun wan all this
ridiculas rubbish
tiny molecules
*brush em off*

i told u a huge chunk of rubbish today
argh!
wth~
tt's wad i felt thou.
juz wish u know
dun wanna hide feeling from you.



my bad.
of all.

Untraceable!!!!

went to watch tt gore movie with stephie
she wanna watch
so ya juz tag along

tot the show is not nice at all
but.,...
not bad lei.
haha except for the fact that is gore la!!!

3 victims died so...
yucks la!!!!

one is kana drip n slash n die
second is being crement on both feet n hand and died due to high heat from the spotlight
practically is melting la!!!
third is being soak in some chemical toxic water and actually burn the skin and died.

F*** la...
yuck!!!!

First Day of School!

woke up early at 7.30,
bath n get ready
leave house at 8.25.

walk as i munch my bun tt dad prepare for me.
reach inter at 8.35
waited for sc...

n i wait....
n i wait....

8.52!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she appear.
rush all the way to sch,
cross the road,
to the field.

chong to class!
I'M LATE!!!

faci said :"hmm, you're??"

me:"si hui (candy)"

faci:" ok.. hmm now is 9.01, sorry but i have to mark you late."

me:" (SIAN ah... i was early de la!!!! duh %#^%)

so there goes my 0.5 on my first day of class...
and i have yet to score any grades la!
argh* roars!!!

the worst thing is my quiz,
i score 0!!!!!
first quiz n i score 0!!!

oh man.
this is a bad start thou,

at the end of the presentation,
i was having slight headache!!
bad!!

review;
i like my team 5 in class.
they are great n coop!!
tml will be having math lesson,
hope i get smart group
n hope the peep is great!

night everyone!

i dun wanna be a passerby in ur life chapter
i wanna be the one making it colorful n alife!

you said u miss ytd
i said i miss everyday


to tell u the truth,
i wanted to be cold towards u due to many reason
i dun wan u to suffer
i dun wanna be the one to caurse misery to u everyday
i dun wan ur friend call u "stup"
i juz wan u to be happy.

u said even if one day
u had a gf
i'll still be in ur heart.

i said alright

u say will i push u to other?
i said yes,but deep down it actually hurts

there's so many dun wan in me.
i dun wan u to go
i dun wan other ppl to have you
i dun wan other ppl to get ur hugs
i dun wan other to slp beside you
i dun wan another person in ur life tt u'll cook things for her
i dun wan another person in ur life where u help her cover blanket
i dun wan you to sing song to other ppl
i dun wan you to do another slide show for her
i dun wish when you to hold a hand but is not mine
i dun wan your lips to touch other person

alot of happening
only start with you
i can see ur hardwork
you persistence
you endurance
your heart


but i juz cant see myself.
i cant see wad's wrong with me.
i'm to blame

i said;
i dun think i suits you
coz u look great
while i'm the ugly duckling


if ever a girl appear in ur life
even if it already past 10 years
i hope i'm still in you
i hope you wont forget every single happening
and happiness we share
and the vows we had at punggol end.

Rain drops keep falling on my head

As usual
i follow the quiet path back home
passby the same block we used to walk
the same bball court we sit n watch
the numbers of stars we count each time we drop by

the wind gentle blow on our face.
the same air
the same wind
the same breathe counts we had

you held my lil hand to ur lips
n a gentle touch from you
you look into my eyes, and said
ilu

the tenderness you stroke my hair
the gentlness u hug my waist.
slowly we embrace closer
and our lips touch with amaze.

we pause for second
hoping the time would stop for century
10 yrs later
we shall meet at the same place
under the same sky
and once again
we shall embrace
and never let go...

nothing much happening before sch start
actually meeting friend today
shop n eat
but cancelled.

cant wait for next sat actually.
we (poly-cian)
going to sentosa for some fun!!!
gonna get tan.
prays tt wont rain on that day!!!

My friend sent me this mail
n i find it interested.



time for a relaxation!!!

Felt really reluctant to go lah!!

reach there,was late thou.
a SL brought the group of late comers to the angora room
Tt's where i got my first friend
"Shu Hui"
she's a nice friend to be =)
very friendly n talk alot to me.i'm confortable being with her.

after tt,
the SL brought us to lecture room
where all of us gather.
had some intro n off we go with our group.

i got into "TEAM 8"
and tt's where my 3 days journey started;

*Jin Heng
*Jun Xiang
*Yvonne
*Hidaya
*Sarina
*Candy
*Rafiqah
*Goat
*Pig
*Wee Kiat

LEADER;
*Ivy
*saiful
*Ray
they were best man!

we had some haunt thingy going on for the first day of camp
i keep heaving headache thou.
haf to keep running
and haf 15 station to complete.
4 station is complete with other group.

lunch sucks
dinner ok-ok

This is only the first night
and they brought us back to the lecture room for night movie
thought mayb is a funny show
who knows;
end up to be scary movie.
about thai n sch thingy.
damn!

half way thru the show we went our for haunted house!
bloody.
but luckily is ony a short walk way.
haha

lights-off:11+

dinner

DAY 2
SENTOSA day!

woke up at 6
didnt slp well thou.
get ready
breakfast was alright.

off we set to sentosa.
slp on the way there.

is all abt running babe,
from one end to another.

1st station we played in vivo city.
went from shop to shop to take pic.

after tt took monorail to sentosa.
run here n there
tired lor..
finally we got some interesting thingy
skyride plus luge ride!!!!
cool huh.
haha

night;
had some sec sch gathering.
theme:sch uni!
clubin in sch.
cool huh.
lunch sucks too
but buffet for dinner
not tt bad!

this time slp later
lights out:1+am.

she's sarina.the 2nd friend i made.

DAY 3!
WATER FIGHT!!

had 2 water game in the morning.
had water bomb
and war fight!

after tt we washed up n get ready for cheer competition
but this time,
2 of our pillars left us coz they got something on =(

HAD AN ENJOYABLE CAMP.
BEST CAMP EVEA.
I LOVE MY TEAMS TOO!