Friday, May 30, 2008
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MATH SUX!!!!wth is this fomula
damn
falling aslp in class is degrading my grade!!
damn
last day of sch
everyday shag out
no mood for lesson
sian-ned!!!
pouring cats and dog outside
thumder blasting how am i going to go home!!!
this aint talking
you got nothing to add
what is this?
why should i feel this bloody way!!
3:47 pm♥
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"heart"workingfaci: "everybody here is "heart" working what!"we: "you u say everyone is hardworking?"faci :" Ya, everybody's heart is working what!!"*faint*
9:24 am♥
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i'm tired
i tried but of no use
i scare you will distance from me
i scare you'll dislike me
i scare you block me i scare you pretend nv see me
i scare you give excuse and dun chat with me
i scare you juz ignore me
why why
is so damn why i'm feeling this way
gosh no
dun tell me i'll jealous
NO i can nv be
dun be so naive
wake up
it's time
chloe~
if one person have no interest
no use trying so hard to get attention
in the end
she will hate u more
she'll find youu irritating
what can i do to make you happy?
what can i do to make you talk to me?
i tot we hitted off well
all smiles
but why out of sudden
things changes?
the cold shoulder you gave me
the ignorance you show to me'
feels like i nv appear in ur life
feels like you dun even wan my exists.
i am hurt
torn;
all my concern felt like being thrown down the drain
with big flood rushing towards it
and cover up
so that you wont ever find it again
or even remember it.
why cant i be close with you?
why cant we chat even if we are online?
why muz u treat me this way?
dun smile to me my silly folks
for the more smile i get from you
the deeper the hurt n torn will be
for u dun understand;
coz it's not you~
mayb now
i'm juz an irritating blockout for you
juz hope i dun appear anywhere where there's you
i'll juz pretty well fcuk off right at ur face
but i'll still keep that smile of yours
for i'll nv get it again from you...
12:37 am♥
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RUNWAY SHOWoh well
i got the call on last friday
for the runway show by hou yu No.1 japanese brand for hair color
were entitled for one yr free hair color worth 3 thousand dollar
(we can change color every month!!!)
i'm in group 1
(olden japanese, geisha)
we have to wear kimono *yea*
and cut our hair short and bleach with bright colors!!
coz the color tt we r wearing is going to be dull as well as the stage!
group 2
(modern japanese)
hip hop. like ayumi, with big waves long hair
damn..waste our time juz to go there listen to a few talks
waste my day in sch n my grade!!!
i'm tired alright~
12:22 am♥
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CANOE TRAININGtuesday traininig was nice..10 girls and dunno how many guyrelaxing due to rainingso kinda cooling while joggingreally slow jog la~do some different types of exercisejumping jet etc, lazy to list it all outpull up for 25 times??!! i guess, and 50 push up. cool huh
*****************************************DIVINGit was like soGREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!starting i have difficulties getting down as i'm not use to breathe with my mouthwhat's more, is with the pipe thingyaw...went down for awhilei signal to go back upinstructor were great!!!he super patient with mecoz i keep going back up to the surfacecoz of the pressure that i'm not use to itafter tt we did some crawling in the base of the poohfeels greatjuz that sometimes i tend to forget how to breatheya... overallFUN!!! NO REGRETS!!!!
12:05 am♥
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
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Jealousy kills you,
With every ache.
You keep your mouth shut,
Your smile is fake.
You say it's okay,
When really it's not.
It makes you sick,
But it's these thoughts you fought.
You feel the heat in your shoulders,
your hands start to shake,
You keep to yourself,
as you silently wait.
You deal with the pain,
with each word you write,
Thinking nice thoughts,
To help your mind fight.
Your stomach is turns,
You feel you should die,
But you breathe a breath in,
and you try not to cry.
It's really not bad,
this lie that you made,
To help you fight through,
As the feeling will fade.
8:38 pm♥
Monday, May 26, 2008
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"Mcfly-Obviously"
[Tom]
Recently I've been
Hopelessly reachin
Out for this girl
Who's out of this world
Believe me
She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cause he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
For so many nights now
I find myself thinkin about her now ohhh
Cause obviously she's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me in
And I know I
Never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her
[Danny]
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now
Yeah
Off to LA
And that's where i'll stay
For two years
Put her behind me
(Put her behind me)
And go to a place where she can't find me ohhh
Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I
never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her
[Tom]
She's out of my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cause I'm not good enough for her
Good enough for her x6
[Danny]
Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll never be mine
And I know I
never will be good enough for her
[Tom]
Cause obviously she's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin me in
And I know I
never will be good enough for her
[Danny]
Cause obviously she's out of my league
I'm wastin my time
Cause she'll ne-ver be mine
And I know I
never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her
3:17 pm♥
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My heart is ripped and torn
I’m broken inside
Your words are like thorns
ripping at my soul
I see thru all of you
from the light there is darkness
and you are empty too
your just like everyone else
I’m broken beyond repair
you’ve destroyed me
My wounds wont heal
I scream into the darkness
no emotions inside left to feel
just when I thought I could trust you
Your hate feeds me
it makes me stronger
you think I’m weak
but in the end you are weak
I’m broken beyond repair
You’ve destroyed me...
I’m Broken and noone cares...
12:05 pm♥
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.Pain.
How do you mend a broken heart,
When the hurting won't go away?
I'm not sure where to start,
The pain will always stay
You can numb it for awhile,
But the only way I know how to,
Is something so vile
It's to not think of you
There is a side effect to this,
When you get your feeling back,
Your old pain will be missed,
Because the new pain gives no slack
My wounds wont heal
I scream into the darkness
no emotions inside left to feel
just when I thought I could trust you
11:54 am♥
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.Fagged.
HELLOOOO
now is still morning!!!
yet i'm feeling soooooo fag!!! mayb no breakfast in the moriningand the stupid quarrelbut guess in the
great lor.. no mood at all for class..
brain shit for hols!!!
YES! last week of sch term
how time flies
haha
hols will be so so so pack!
birthday(S);
camp;
overseas (shag)
10:47 am♥
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First break out;
no other reason
juz feel like blogging
morning sickness still linger around me
now is the second break
dont bother to contact her
vise versa
the most no input for today
i'm fine
i wanna go on starving
i dun care
class getting quieter each day
me and gf shifting further each day too
dunno why
sometimes i cant feel her
i dun miss her
but i need her by my side.
weird.
no idea
10:23 am♥
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some changes to my blog song!!!
is so super nice...
sound sooo hawaii
ENJOY!!!
"I'm Yours"
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
I love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate
No more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!
10:10 am♥
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.morning shit.morning start off was fine.half way to the sch, you bang me n i flew to the mud.u insisted that i bang u first tt's why you bang me backI DID NOT LA!!!i hate monday la..we always start off quarrellinglike so shit!!!!!
9:52 am♥
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Tattoo the tattoo on my pic is fake de can
but i really wanna put a real tattoo
thou juz a simple star at the back of my ear..
but gf dun allow =( *pouts)
no choice lo..
my ideal tattoo!!!
music plus star!
idea lei!! cant see and is nice/sexy.
i tot of putting here too =)
at the waist..not bad!!
12:37 am♥
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change of blog add once againsoooo sorryin the first place i change my blog add (candy-chocoliciious)coz i dun wan all my friend to know my blogsubsequent i change to (youaremylovesong)end up is kinda spreading out againso i kinda dun like somehow..haha so, very sorry that i change againbut the changes is not big wad!only "song" change to "s0ng"haha thx..
12:31 am♥
Friday, May 23, 2008
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.Quarrels.hate it when parents quarrelcause u nv know how harsh are theybe it towards each other or the childrenbut so far,none of it happenedbut i dun wish it will happen!dad n mom quarrel about where my mom disappear tosian...hurt;hate;
come under one
i dont wish to have a step in
of such a nice family
dad,
dont u worry so much
mom aint doing sth wrong
she's juz working hard
for the family.
12:40 am♥
Sunday, May 18, 2008
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WATER TRAINING!!!
as usual,
~warm up,
~jog 2 rounds
~water training
wasnt tt tough thou
but is kinda pathetic
only 5 girls turn up for training!!
but nvm
kinda bored la!!!
but still have fun with the senior around!!
haha
happy to see ling ling around.
coz she told me she going work den wont stay for junior training
i then hesitate whether to go or not.
but in the end i still went,
when i reach, i tot the email i see wrongly coz i dun see any girls
but in the end,
they actually sitted on the grass at one corner
haha ~phew~
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after training
met up with boo boo
gonna head to AMK and she going to work after that
but as usual
lazy to work
so end up buying food
head up to her house
and cook yummy dinner
healthy diiner with many vegi
lol
is nice!!!!
12:52 am♥
Saturday, May 17, 2008
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TRAININGhaving canoe training later (2pm)ling went off to work so not staying for junior =((nvm..i think now i got the kick to go training lar!!!haha now is going to 1..gotta prepare le!~tatashall complaint how tough the training is going to be like when i'm back home at even ^-^
12:53 pm♥
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SHE DIVERT MY INTERESTwth!didnt mean to start a post at this manner but is just tooo..cant help it!sorry.she really pissed me off from ytd friendly match!the word friendly match mean you dun really have to win the match but t0 be able to get down on court and at least get a chance to play rightbut she simply ignore her left side player(whom does not play so well)for all the matches!!!what is this?they went down for every trainingtraining hard,and she didnt evn put them down to at least play a gamei dont mind coz i got no mood to play at all!but wad about the 3 other player!??they are not transparent alright!i couldnt stay on for another hour for the training,so i came up with excuse not to goand juz went home.i sort of make up my mind,i'm not gonna join bball anymoregonna quit!the most i play outside with my friend think will be betterthe senior are no better offsame patternthose player they know or they think they can play,they mix with themand once again,we are transparent!fine, i rather quit themthan they quit me.
12:42 pm♥
Monday, May 12, 2008
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CHALET!!!
having secondary school chalet again!!!
happy
been looking forward to it since like.. last month??!!
haha..
reach there at 11 plus.
and
they finish BBQ already =(
had some left over.
calculate bills
came out with a " IOU" list for each of us.
hahaha
slp, night
Day 2...
woke up at 10. bath n pic taking till 11++
den head out for breakfast cum lunch
had KFC instead.
plan to go Kbox at DT
but not open yet!!
pout*
check out any Kbox nears to downtown
in the end
we head to Chinatown
(with our dressing, FBTs and shorts with slipper)
it match perfectly. haha
sing from 2.30 to 7.30
( we actually manage to drag for 30 mins more before sign out)
jump and scream like we nv had before
was FUN!!!!
no need to feel SHY or MA-LU
haha
had refillable drink (sprit and coke)
i think i had 4 cups can!!!
pee like siao
haha
had dessert and FOOD!!!
is cold thou
fries suck!!
friend's 21st celebration,
bought a (ching-chai) cake
from Kbox.
cake:$15
Kbox: 17.50nett
table was filled with food
first time ever!!
can wait to go K with them again!!!
super much fun!!
after k..walk at Chinatown,plan to walk to esplandewe walk to Central(clark Quek)and we felt so weird coz of wad we weartotally cannot match with the enviornment.too few pics at the stair till a angmo offer to help us take picafter that,we walk to Boat Quekfollow by esplanadewe totally felt rejected by the enironment la!!!after all is a fun n happy day for usnight!
12:19 am♥
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
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FREAK!!!!bball training todayduring trial was alrighttraining become tougher i can take itbut the COACH and the SENIOR(16)is such a ARROGANT FREAKING BITCH BANANA SPIT HAIR-LESS CREATURE SUPER MAOLESS PILE OF SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTargh!!!!the coach freaking did NOTHING for our training sessionshe juzt sit there see us play, shootand all she did was SHOUT SCREAM at us!!!freak physco!!!!!she didnt teach and yet dare to scoldshe threw us down to play own match and look ridiculas MESSY!!dun even know wad they doing or playing!!!!she SHOUT at JUNIORand talk NICELY to SENIORwad shit is this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and the SENIOR (16)at first she gave me a very good impression of hernice, steady, friendlybut todayshe juz prove me wrong!!!!she arrogant!! sucky attitudeshe's senior so?can juz shout at ppl???shouting at other ppl"you know which position you playing or not?!!!!!!!!!!!"damnDAMN!!!!the coach SUCKthe player STUCK UPmatch matchbut the player only one senior stuck upthe rest still alright =)*************************************************shittml ADVENTURE LEARNING PROGRAMMEscare of height la!!!so high up la!!!!*updates n pic(if possible) tml*NITIE!!!
12:05 am♥
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
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Feeling SHIT~!!!dont ask me why i felt this way but i jus feltSUCK!!!UT wasnt doing well~fail~ytd n today didnt contribute to my team at alli just kept quietreal quieti dont know whybut my brain is not working at allDEAD!not in the mood for anything that gotta do with my classi think i'm shutting myself back to my own world.sicki only mix with the teammate that i'm working with that daythe resti dont botheri totally dun feel like making any effort to talkdun bother alot of thingsmy turn to presenti present.dun botheri tried to talkbut juz comment me fucking quiet.fine.i shall be quiet.hate~
1:50 pm♥
Monday, May 05, 2008
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FATHER CAGE DAUGHTER FOR 24-YEARS IN A CELLAR ROOM BENEATH THE HOUSE!!this father is SICK!!!he cage her own daughter at the only 18!!!!at the age of 11,
he rape her and art the age of 12, he already plan to cage her.
and built everything needed.
http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest%2BNews/World/STIStory_233966.html?vgnmr=1
3:35 pm♥
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张韶涵 - 亲爱的那不是爱情
词:方文山 曲:周杰伦
专辑:Ang5.0 (2007)
教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的 牛奶瓶
在我手中握紧
有你在的地方
我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
1:11 pm♥
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Quiet~!lesson in classi was even quieter den usualsian-ned dunno whhynv contribute anything in classsilents~!nothing run in my brainmore like dead brain cellshiti guess will score C for today moduletml UT!!!sick!!hai.dun like the module how to sit for UT??stuck ear piece in my earlisten to my music in my wholenice~class noisymusic flying aboutconversation is loudi dun feel like being loud today=(what's wrong.sick-kostomach not feeling wellbloatedthroat not listeningpain.hopefully i'll talk during presentationbut right now i cant seems to thinki cant even contribution in group discussionhow can i talk during presentation!!!!IKALA~! hai
12:46 pm♥
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WEATHER~!!!weather weatherwhat's the matter with you??!!can you be nice to us and not be sooo hotI, of rather we are getting dehydrate from it!!!gonna gulp bottles of water down our throat to our body everydayto replenish the water loss in usweather weatherbe nice to usand we'll be nice to your water~!!o keep getting sore throat.on and off thouis kinda sickening la!!i hate sore throatcoz i cant get to eat things that i like (Mr Chocolate)i've been pouring tons of water in my body but i still get sore-tyhmmMm.mom: do drink plenty of water alrightur exam in near and u sound stress, very.so dun fall sick alright!!!gonna meet up after ur exam ya..JIA YOU JIA YOU all the WAY!!!*jumpin jumpin*1 more day to my UT!!!nervous nervous!!scare scare!! is torturing thou =(
1:40 am♥
Sunday, May 04, 2008
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Call me.....call me meancall me hopelesscalll me anything u wanna call mei wont blame youif u realise that we having really been contacting or chatting since this weekwell.. *speechless*mayb i wanna fade itso we still can be friend =)you said before de wor.. friend FRIEND!!!!
2:34 am♥
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been a long time since i last change my blog skin..kinda of bored soya juz give it a change lori did some edit to the blog coz is not tt nice la..heh heh..*wink wink*
2:32 am♥
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A day outplan to meet sec school friend for dinner at waraku but end up i meet boo boo insteadhahabut at night did meet up with my sec sch friend la.. for a tiny while.lolnice seeing you ppl(thou i know u wont read it la)
12:27 am♥
Friday, May 02, 2008
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Valuesss..having culture lesson now
kinda boring
talk about value of somethingy
didnt even listen to lesson la!!!
been starting to watch south park
thx to Ling Ling~ lol
i tot is some show like "Baywatch"
but she told me is adult cartoon
haha so i wanna weatch too
coz i like cartoon
so far i like Karls!!!
and his baby bro "dodo"?? not sure
having tummy ache
awww..
later gonna be leon maid..
hai..
buy him bubble tea
"green apple green tea Double pearl"
hmmm
troublesome la him
ok.. gotta listen to class le.. hmmm
11:32 am♥
Thursday, May 01, 2008
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MOLLLLY HOLLLY"
juz because of my gf grab meand she let go;dunno what the hell or how the hell did i walki accidentally kick the concret (orange color)at the side of the grasswas super super in painand my gf told me" the blood flow out alr"i stood for a second, looking at my poor toes"the blood is dripping down to the shoes la!! Put tissue underneath!!!"
i was busy screaming away la~and she got frust so juz stood therei stare at my lil toesand i burst out cryingshe den bend down to give me tissure and help me wrap upat first i dun allow coz is PAIN~!!!!but.. no choice.was on the way to my friend 21st chalet.guess she was angry with us tt we didnt turn upcoz i msg her but she didnt reply ='(
7:25 pm♥