if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

FUNNY WEBLINK!!

my friend ADE send me this link.... haha
tickle my button man!!!!

haha

try watching it!!! i only like the 2nd song, "you're beautiful", i think is funny lar!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBKQqQj67tc

how stupid can a stupider be?
i guess i'm so much stupid compare to retards.

STARTING OF SCHOOL.

wooooow....
i'm still in holiday mooooooddddddddd!!!!!!
help!!!!

still as sleepy as ever..
faci faci faci...
java, web multimedia....

BUT

Wed is my HOLIDAY!!!!!!!

haha but i have my PP to complete, gosh
guess another headache!!!!

class was quiet, faci was trying to chill and relax us by being nice and friendly, well of coz... it is the first day.

nothing much to update though.
thing with my grand dad have to settle down
i have to get my emotion control...
after the trip back from my ah gong thingy, the following day i head to school camp and the following day i went for orientation camp.

keeping myself busy and keeping myself happy, guess that is what the dead would always like to see.

feeling tired.
sleeping le.
nights

one last time

tml,
i'll be leaving

hoping to see my grand one last time.
hoping he feels happy

heard from relative that when ever we plan to go to visit him
he will be so overwhelm
he will ask my uncle to prepare to fetch us,
drive us around,
plan the day program and alot more.

they say my grand's mood will be so delight and happy
i can see from the way he is,
that's why he always leave a very cheerful expression when we were there to play
Grand always ask us to go in play whenever he is going back to his country.

we always tell him we'll go back during holidays, but dad never bring.
Grands love my dad,
he talk to him about anything that he faced there.
my dad often contact him to find out how is he doing etc.

Grand is the greatest.

i will never get the chance to see him stepping into my house ever again,
i'll never get the chance to call him "ah gong" again
and there is alots of things i cant talk to him again.

things just happen too fast.
sometimes i feel like running away.

2 weeks ago,
my dad was on the phone with him,
asking him he's his body etc.
dad ask him to get well soon so that he can visit Singapore and we can bring him out to play.
but, he never make it.
and he never will.

what a pity.

life's short

i never expect it to be so fast and so soon.
never.

recalling when i was young,
it feels just like a few months ago
you buy use shirt,
sing song with us
watch tv with us,
keep buying soft drinks and dote on us alot.

last year,
your son got married at june
you sang well on stage.
took many pics with you
i insisted.


Just early in the morning,
you were all well and have ideas of having fishes in your house
suddenly you don't feel well
and you call up your son and ask him to drive you to hospital

hours later, doc call your son and tell him you were getting weaker
then, hours later doc say you were all weak, organ strinking and might get a stroke.
next day in the early noon,
you were gone.
just like that.

things done half way will never get done
you wont get up ever again
we wont see you walking around anymore
no more market
no more morning call and drag us to market
no more seafood cockles (your favourite)
you will buy few KGs of them and keep asking us to cook at night for dinner
and you enjoy having them as they were fresh.

all your actions i will remember
your voice
your smile and laughter
and your favourite hobby- collecting junk and repair them.
nowadays you can buy the same old item and is brand new for low price, but you prefer going to cash converter and buy back the 2nd hand and use it.

your whole life, is work n work
you have so many children but you still continue to work.
you have my salute.

Prayers will be heard
Careful on your way
Don't worry about us,
we'll be fine.



Memories in us, granddad.

nothing much this few days.
school starting in 3 more weeks,
then i'll really miss my bed and peapea and all my free time slacking at home!!!

gosh..
didnt have enough sleep for the past few months, guess is time for me to adjust back to my time to get me prepare for school terms.



Madness!!!
thou i have months of holidays, i dont feel enjoy at all!!!
hardly meet up with friends,
so far only one outing planned.
no overseas,
not even one night party!!!
argh





more days to come.