if i have a chance
i wanna spread my wing and fly ت

tu me manques{imissyou}

candy
stupidly lost.


love to go overseas
stay by the beach
listen to loud music
love grands
love friends
love ♥
tanning like mad



Wish for...

Ape bag

Sports bagpack( addidas, nike, onewell)

Chanel(Chance Eau Tendre)

Ipod touch

Pull over / jacket

Dinner on dad

dad treat dinner
grandma came Singapore so dad treat us yummy dinner

Before that went out with sc to shop around at bugis and far east
bought tank top and denim jacket
nice nice!!

Happy Marriage!!!

Finally this day has arrive and is a brand new beging for them
happy for my sis and bf as well!

cant believe this day come so fast and with a blink of eyes, the ceremony is over
Mr and Mrs Tan now.

i like my sis wedding,
fresh flower as main theme
so nice and simple

i was busy with photograph
so didnt really had much of the food there
and it was really busy being a photographer
but still, i enjoyed!!

picture turn out, not too bad as commented by her bf =)) relieve!

feeling been weird
hardly pictures taken even if we are out somewhere
nowadays
NO pics at all!!!!

*what is wrong with us?

**are we enjoying this rs or we are just wasting and dragging?

this feeling really sucks!
it is so empty
you promise no more QL, no more HW, but were you using it on me just now?
"leave me alone?"

no idea why
but suddenly i felt that i'm lost in this world
friends seems to lost me

i seems to lost them, actually
slient in everything

where have you guys go?
where is my party people
or do i even have one?

people at work seems more happening than me who is still studying and having groups of people but when i wanna chill and party
i find no one.
NOONE!!
isn't that pathetic????

guess my friend just disappear



come back people, i need you guys ='(
i need party people
i need life people.


=(

was just looking through some of my friend's pictures
their life is so happening

friends around her helping her to celebrate her birthday
friend gather to celebrate christmas

super happening at birthday and occassion.

a thought suddenly pop in my mind
it seems that i never had a splendid or glamourous party
or celebration from friend
so happening that it leave a good memory of the year
for this 22 years i live
nothing such happen to me before

doubt after it will.
now i have my friends around me
what do we do during celebrations?
gather, go to a resturant and that's it!
settled for the birthday
nothing special or interesting like my friend did

that is the type of celebration i wished for
the kind of friends i hope i can have
the type of clique that will do crazy and daring stuff
and they are very open and creative.

so far,
nah
non of this happend to me.

if it ever did, it is a dream and wish come true for me=)

Just another few more hours before dawn break
i'm still awake, getting readying for the big day later.

gonna be busy taking pictures
saying HI to people
company my sis run from place to place
simply because it is her big day.

another few more hours,
people will call her "Mrs Tan"
hmm.. this feeling is so weird

so undescriptable


i'm still abit worry about my photo skill in that DSLR camera
gosh
pictures ain't improving after few days of playing with it.


hope it will be better later =))

night people, night earth!

Merry Xmas to all my angels!!

may you be blessed and love by your love ones at this special occassion
the weather is so nice for a cuddle in bed with your love ones!

cool wind that makes your toes turn cold
and wanna tug in bed just beside your love ones to feel the warmth from her body.
her arms wrapping around you tightly that you know you won't have nightmare.

find love in the morning
and meet sis at 3 @bishan to shop for her heels for her ROM
got it and head to CWP to continue look for mom's accessories
meet dad 7 plus at vista to change len's degree
head to 888 to get our dinner (KFC)
and head home for celebration!!

dad was so clumsy
bro keep insisting to open up my pear volka
so dad decided to open it

bought sprite to mix
but this clumsy dad pour half volka in the cup and mix with half sprite
gosh*
the taste was *wooh*
haha
i have to pour away some and repour the sprite to make the taste lighter
and my face turn red after 30 mins or so..

this is my handsome daddy!!!
i love him max!!
he is so handsome in shades and cap.

love you daddy!!!
MUACK!!

(man at work is always so handsome, Hee Hee :))

argh!!! been working for 5 continuously (including today)
TIRED!!! guess tml gonna be the worst. work full shift!!!!

but luckily customers have been nice
and there is even one of the customer feedback on me, is a good one!!
haha was happy thou
inspire me to contious to serve them well.

suppose to go club with sister ytd at st James,
but i cancel it off.
head home, sleep.



life is so boring at work,
but for the sake of income,
i will contious to work hard
but no matter how much we sell,
part timers wont get commission.
only full timer will
and their commission is so pathetic.

if you sell 700++ and above, you only get 30 bucks -.-

Shopping time!

Out with hub to shop for christmas present
i only manage to find present for my sec sch clique
hope they like it =))

roam around PS but, Diaso was so PACK!!
argh, was squeezing my way through.

last day of school

HOLIDAYS!!!


happy holiday my lovely classmates and friends
i would say i'm rather quiet in this sem's class
anti-social?
haha guess so.
but they are a bunch of nice and sometimes funny people
(funny as in cracking of jokes)

Just came back from jogging,
went to my favourite private place to jog
thought that place is known by many,
but still, i like to call it my private place.

it is a place where only those people close to me wil know about it.

body is weaker than before
panting like nobody business
done 300 skipping still feel not enough
but my body can no longer to further
*argh* sobber*
hope it will get better.


days hasn't been better in R/S
things been going wrong.
love not in town this afternoon,
gonna have dinner with my colleage then.




17 days to Christmas
-present not yet done!!

18 days to Sis's big day!!
-plannaing not yet ready!

I'm back
After 2 days of missing from class
with friend worrying about me
what happened to me
M.I.A
i'm alright people
just alittle down.


After 1 night and 1 morning of sobber
(purely because you don't want me)
i see light :)
tears stop the moment you speak from your heart

no more abandon
no more "i don't want you"
no more " i no longer love you"
pure sweetness

very often
people only realise there is love when something horrible and terrible happened.
they will then realise how much they love each other.

stayed over night after that and felt really happy to see you when i wake up the next morning
seeing you beside me, hugging me tight while still deeply asleep
is so bless :)
i know you have been seeing me sleep late in the night
worry i'll have nightmares


it is so nice to feel you body temperature next to mine
your breathe on my skin.

if it have to change, it will change.

it is always so nice to have my angels with me
helping me, guiding me, making me see the way.
telling me they will always be there for me
lighting the way in front of me, for me to see.

telling me what is right or wrong
i know you will, you will
making me see the situation.

i have been taking alot of steps,
but non of the steps is my first steps.

五月天 - 溫柔

"I Stay In Love"
Mariah carey

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZKdgFVqAkA


Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

[Chorus x2]

I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.

I Want To Know What Love Is Lyrics

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder





In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life




I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......



I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....



In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.



I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me



I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

after chalet,
head home, bathed and pack work clothes and head out to meet sisters.
head town as PTS wan to buy birthday gift.

luckily sister brought along my camera
therefore we can have memorable's pictures taken

sister wore heels today and pain to the core.
haha
flats is better for walking and shopping.
he head from one place to another without stopping
till PTS deceded to get the adidas jacket for his friend's 21st birthday.

had lots of "talking" done in public thou..
haha
nice one.

love the LV damn huge suit case
and PTS pic.
photographer : ME!!!
of coz nice la
hahahaha
did some editing, wow damn nice!!

town was packed with peoples with load of paper bags in their hand
sales is everywhere
even LV or some high class shop have long queue!!

oh ya... suppose to work today
thanx to my sisters physco skill, i stayed.